confession of one's heart ♥ :)

my new blog that i frequently update

2011-10-22T01:54:00.001-07:00

http://haninordin.wordpress.com/

What do you think?

2011-08-09T17:04:00.001-07:00

i want this soooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

question me. i'll try my best to give an answer :)

2NE1tv LIVE:WORLDWIDE

2011-07-06T23:43:00.000-07:00

2NE1tv LIVE:WORLDWIDE

update part 1

2011-06-03T01:16:00.000-07:00

malas lagi la nk update psal midwest, esok or malam ni lah. btw. i’ve been to malls at coolspring, green hills, times square NY and also outlets at Gatlinburg, NY, Wisconsin for a total of i think 12/13 freakin times! and finally rse bosan shopping dah hahaha. gile lah baru sebulan duit da tettttt rahsie. lepas ni janji xshopping dah except VS je 14 hb nie..coz got sale! arini kecewa gile igtkn ade lg mid-annual sale tp dah habis da huaaa ;(

lepastu semalam makan pinkberry, try la flavor baru, salted caramel yikes xsedap gile. rase caramel+coffee. since im not a big fan of coffee.. so xsedap lah plus weird ah. i miss you coconut sobss. n arini pinkberry lg HAHAHA. okay seyes pasni xmakan dah KECUALI KALO ADE ORANG BELANJE HEE~~ n semalam pun ade org belanja bubble tea yesh alhamdulillah ahhh hik. sedap mcm fkir2 gk smlam nk pinkberry ke bubble tea ke, nsib plih pinkberry, dpt rse dua2! hik3~

n there’s a leakage yesterday at my room. n when i got up today, another one leakage, so two leakages! the second one kena tilam kot so gross jijik la. dhla wrna kuning ewww. seyes rse karat kot.. tapi mustahil la sewage HISH JIJIK GILE! SAMAN JUGA KANG VANDY NIH! bgongg!

okay sekian update terbaru. nk habiskan pinkberry smbil tgk cite jap. pancit nih baru balik green hills. *beli belt and tank top murah je siweyesly. kott..* oh malam ni nak tgok xmen! tp cm malas actually. sbb 12 tgh mlam aiyok. tgok lah cemane

1st final : mass transfer

2011-04-28T08:31:00.000-07:00

I'll be sitting for a final at 2pm, roughly in 3 hours and a half.. I'm so darn tired, not really, but my brain is. and guess what? I haven't covered all the materials yet. they are just too, too many. praying for an easy final coming from Jennings? that is close to impossible people. wish me luck! terangkan hati supaya senang faham soalan, and cukup masa utk jawab. :(

wordpress!!

2011-04-22T17:23:00.000-07:00

so, i decided to use wordpress for now. not that im deleting this blog tho. i just need a change hee~ click here!

people, click the link pretty please!~~

2011-04-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

http://haninordin.wordpress.com/

ITS A BUSY WEEK!!

2011-04-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

Soooo, hi people!

This week has been a hectic one! i don't know why, i only have one HW which I don't even looked at yet, and an exam last night, yes people, mass transfer. mass transfer doesn't rhyme with Hani! Prof. Jenning never fail to make me feel like a retarded for each exam. 0.o basically, IT WAS HARD.

the exam finished at 8pm, and i had my dinner and slept for an hour, but i couldn't really slept tho because i kept thinking that i have to wake up later that night. WHY?? because Hani needed to analyse data for her FINAL CHEME LAB! we finished at 3.30am and i only managed to sleep like after my Subuh prayer. that is like close to 6am i guess. and i couldn't sleep! my body was tired but my eyes won't closed! urgh!

then i woke up today at 10.30am and did my slides. until 12pm. yeah i didn't bath yet that time. at 12.25pm, i was preparing to go to arabic class, but then Wany ym-ed me and said that i read wrong data. but i cant change it now! i have the freakin presentation this evening! we have to send the lab report tomorrow. and so i didn't go to Arabic class. gosh Gure must be freaking pissed at us, especially me! i skipped his class for a week before. i was just too busy Gure!!!!!! T.T

off to lunch...

2011-04-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

i dont have a tumblr, so i obviously cant reblog (wait, shouldnt it be retumblr? XD) so instead, i copy paste the image url. lol not funny Hani. (~>.>)~ --> this is supposed to look cute, but it kinda looks creepy in a way...

anyway, i have an exam tomorrow.. and i cant believe final exam is next week already! OMG..

the future that lies ahead me, its a scary thought.. okay gotta start do something. ciaow!~

the sight of you annoys me

2011-04-13T15:27:00.000-07:00

last month's pms brought me to tear, this time, it fills me up with irrelevant hatred. sheesh sorry peeps.

love story

2011-04-10T19:36:00.001-07:00

elehhh korg expect aku nak cerita dekat sini ke? piiirahhhhh hahaha

i told dad and mom about someone. then..

dad : hani pikat juniors la (juniors as in younger than me). seniors tu hampas je, dah lama dah, yg orang tanak. juniors baru2 lg. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.

mom : hani jangan cari orang yang hani suka. amek orang yang suka hani. senang. macam mak, abah hang tu gila2kan mak sangat, smpai xleh tido malam. mak tengok muka boleh tahan la, pandai, pastu kewangan pun stabil, mak pun terima je la, senang hidup. hahaha perasan gile mak sape ntah. =P

of three flavors

2011-04-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

honey and vanilla are so-so friends. honey likes chocolate, but chocolate likes vanilla. :(

100 facts about me #part 2

2011-04-02T19:04:00.001-07:00

1) i listen to pop, rnb, a little bit of ballad, rock, sometimes metal, and of course KPOP! ^^

2) i used to like blue color the most, but now soft, pastel colors are my thing now. i don't really like dark colors because i kinda get influenced by colors a lot, dark colors ruined my mood, they make me pretty moody at times haha..

3) i don't watch cartoon since a few years ago, idk, maybe im too mature for cartoon already? LOL but i'll never get bored of Shin Chan! ^^

4) i like medical dramas such as House and Grey's Anatomy. i don't watch typical girls' dramas like Gossip Girl, Glee etc.. oh i like to watch horror movies even though im a scaredy cat! i need to watch it with at least one person though, so that i can hold on to her hand or hug or hide behind her hahahaha! *and oh i scream a lot too -_-' *

5) i am really picky, i won't eat something that i don't like even though i am very hungry at the very moment. and i don't really like sharing spoon or straw. its a hygiene thing for me..

6) im actually running out of ideas haha.. what else.. oh i don't drink coffee. so i usually get double chocolaty chip at Starbucks :D

7) i LOVE chocolate but vanilla is really not my thing. my friends are saying that im weird because vanilla flavor is the most favored by a lot of people.. but urgh i dont like it =P

8) even though i have lived in America for almost three years, i still can't get myself to love cheese. i can eat cheese in burger, but not mac and cheese, or anything that has a huge proportion of cheese.

9) i love travelling! i have been to panama, texas, los angeles, san fransisco, vegas, grand canyon, florida, miami, key west, purdue, new orleans and michigan! but i wish to go to Korea soon ^^

10) i wanna try travelling alone or with someone *cough3* sometime in the future.. =p

;(

2011-04-02T02:18:00.000-07:00

I should really call home more frequent from now on. dad cried! just now when I called him. and yesterday too, because he missed me. mom told me.. he was crying badly that my mom asked my twin to get a tissue for him. awww~ ;( I forgot April's Fool was his birthday, I was too caught up with my lab presentation and tonnes of assignments yesterday. I've never forgotten his birthday before. no wonder i felt something empty during this year's April's Fool. and he has been complaining about his legs that they have worsened, he even used a stick now. ;( his legs have been in pain since January, and he has been doing treatments but they don't really work..

100 facts about me #part 1

2011-03-31T01:35:00.000-07:00

okay i was influenced to make this post because of Alia in my blog list. so hehe i'll do one too, because her facts are surprisingly similar to how i behave when i was a kid.

but i dont have cute images like the ones in her blog though :/

1) ive never wear braces before, because abah said my teeth are lined up prettily already HAHAHA. but gigi berlubang ade la urgh3. padan muka sbb mse kecik2 xsuke gosok gigi before tido. T_T

2) i grew up as a tomboy, read that peeps? haha. my twin used to wear skirts and girlish stuff while i opt for shorts and pants instead. but sometimes my mom made us wore similar clothes of different colors. i used to be sooooo proud that at one instance, my mom asked me to buy something from the grocery store. so i went there wearing pants and tshirt and my cap. and the owner of the shop asked me, 'abang nak beli apa?' HAHAHAHAHA SUMPAH BANGGA KEMBANG HIDUNG GILE MSE TU!!! lollll

and also there was this one time when i was in Standard 5, a guy from my tuition place asked whether im a guy or a girl because of my short hair that time ( ops kdg2 xpkai tdung lg sbb masih prgai kanak2 lol). and btw my mom registered me to a Standard 6 class, so maybe they dont know me well, and the sis behind me then said if i want to sit with them (the seat at the back of the class was full with girls already, so i had no choice but to sit alone in front, thats why the guys were like confused if im a guy or not). and after school holiday, i wore scarf to go to my tuition place HAHAHA.

3)i used to hate pink color too..

4) but now i wear pink sometimes LOL

5) i used to be really skinny before..

6) and i am still skinny now kah3 poyo gile ya ampunnnn =P (but before i came to US, i weighed about 36/37kg percaya takkkk haaaa

7) ive never been in a relationship before (minus the stupid short relationship when i was in kindergarten hahahaha)

8) i gave nicknames to people that i like and that i hate HAHAHA so that i could talk about them with my close friends easily lol

9) i like big stuff compared to small stuff, like big teddy bear compared to small teddy bear. i also like to receive practical things as presents; i dont like things like keychains or cards. not that im being materialistic, but i prefer to get something that i can use over and over again or things that can remind me to the person.

10) im not good in posing before, idk how to actually smile, so i used to be very stiff or had this very awkward smile and posture in my pics before; lol i even think that i was the reason of why a pic looked bad before. now? better sikit ahhh, see the bone ah kah3! XD

okay i need to go to sleep now. ciaow sin chi. xoxo

2nd cheme experiment and other things

2011-03-30T01:02:00.000-07:00

it is 3.03am and we are still not done with analyzing data. omg we just realized that the data that we had, made no sense at all, they were beyond stupidity, totally unacceptable. its like the pressure drop that we got for a certain value was 100 bars! that was like 98 atm! i know, WTF! i don't know what went into us, but as for me, im no good with annoying American units, so i didn't know bars are THAT CLOSE to atm! FML.

we are totally screwed this time. fml fml fml fml. and im sleepy. zzzz

oh yeah one thing! there was like an argument between my batchmates in FB few hours ago, something about proper muslimah attire and the right way to give advice and of so. so that kinda made my night pretty interesting, until the one that posted it deleted the post, dang!~ XD

so if any of you were to ask my opinion on this, here it is..

i still consider 20-ish to be part of the adolescence group because the crazy hormones are still raging, just like me. i will take myself as the example so that no one gets offended. so sometimes, i still keep doing things that i myself know well that it is wrong. for example, wearing skinny jeans, or hanging out with guy, just the two of us. we all know that those things are wrong, but sometimes there is the little me inside that is rebelling, either against myself or the whole world. it is just the matter of time for a person to change. or for him/her to get 'hidayah'.

im not saying that having the 'okay i know what i did is wrong, so its fine, i'll change sooner or later' attitude is good, but every people is not the same, they handled situations differently. so YES the way you give advice is IMPORTANT, and YES 'sape makan cili, die la rase pedasnye' ; some people can think wisely enough that no matter how effin pissed are they towards your insolent way of giving advice, they will change because they know that it is the right thing to do so; but there are also some that will rebel even more, its like you are pouring oil to flaming fire.

so as for me, sometimes the way people advice you can kinda irritate, and deep inside, the bad me are exploding; suggesting me to rebel even more. sometimes i fail yet sometimes i can resist the bad me. i am the type that can only receive advice from close friends. when those that are not that close advices me, i got very pissed off. i know what they say is right, but like i say, different people handles things differently. you know what im saying right? cool.

oh and also Hilmi made chicken porridge for me! okay i lied, he made porridge for us (my friends too), but i kept bugging him so can i take the credit as if he's making it for me? hahaha. and sedappppp thanks!~ :) well actually its more like a barter, i'm treating him to Quiznos tomorrow. i don't like Quiznos very much! yuck! =P and Aishah treat me for yummayyyyyy dadih hihi. :D

ps: and oh, i would appreciate it if people dont talk about what i write in blog in public, in front of me. like when i wrote about A, then other person will talk about A in front of me and other people. there are reasons why i wrote them on blog you know, i don't feel like going around telling everyone everything. its not that every person in Vandy read my blog right? and even if they do so, they don't literally reblog or discuss about what i write in FB or make an announcement or poster about it right? you know what im saying? so read my blog, and keep it to yourself and myself, or just you and someone next to you. no need to make a big deal about it in front of me and a group of other people thank you. and also the conversation or anything that we used to have and do, and you keep bringing it up over and over again, it annoys me. for example, i talked with B about dinner, and B kept bringing the whole dinner conversation over and over again on every other days. duhh!

woah i didn't realize that this post is so damn long. take it you readers! XD

adidas originals

2011-03-29T15:33:00.000-07:00

im addicted to it. wait til i get my allowance next month! urgh there are just so many things to buy! oh i would love to get a pair of shoes from TOMS too thank you. add a sling bag from FOSSIL to the list please. but still, summer still is my priority. but maybe not anymore? okay3 study is my priority (errr) ah, need. to. control. my shopping desire!

quick update

2011-03-21T00:57:00.000-07:00

so,i had the once-in-a-month pain on Saturday. dang it hurt so bad! since i agreed to have brunch with my friend, i can't say no that time. so i WENT with the pain killing me EACH MOMENT. urgh. i did not even eat much. as soon as i went back home, i took some pills and slept and walla~! I WOKE UP AT 8.21PM!!! so i basically slept all day long on Saturday. finished a memo that i had to submit on Monday and watched some stories and slept.

on Sunday, i had brunch at Best of India, had mango lassi! yummy!~ ^^ and i am officially broke now, paid the Gatlin trip stuff and all these eating. and i need to call home. but urgh that damn phone won't freaking work! so i usually ended up chatting with my dad because apparently he is the only person that picks up my call (boo mom! =P) but since im broke now, im gonna use my sister's skype (she has some kind of subscription where she has to pay a certain amount monthly to call home without any limit, no cellphone unfortunately) to call my home. fingers crossed, someone will pick up that phone!

because unrequited love sounds like a terrible thing.

2011-03-14T22:10:00.000-07:00

class class class!

2011-03-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

class starts today! i have two exams this week! and i didn't study anything yet!! i have been sleeping A LOT this break! T_____T i must sleep now. hul~

its going to rain today too! hopefully.. i can wear my rain boot! lol~

ps: is spring the new season of love? it used to be summer. so many people are dating now! let see let see, 1 couple, 2 couples, 3 couples, 4 couples! *jealous mode*

-hoping that there will be no more earthquake and tsunami in Japan-

my spring break :)

2011-03-10T21:09:00.000-08:00

soo, i have been planning my spring break since before the break actually, not a detailed plan, just a rough one; since i was only planning to go to Gatlinburg. i was actually planning a cabin trip of 10-15 people, but so many people were saving since they were heading back home to Malaysia this summer, plus an annoying guy that didn't want to join because he said it would be boring since there was only 9 people that time. and you know what? he actually was going on a trip of 5 people instead! so whether i failed my Math or he hated my trip or he's being a pain in the ***. i kinda calmed down soon since many things happened to his and my trip and it kinda made sense. you don't know how hard it was browsing here and there looking for a cabin at the very last minute for 15 people then to 10 people than finally to only 5 people. but still people kept saying it was expensive etc. telling the whole story here just don't seem like a good way to go so imma finish it until that point. but that guy, he ended up not going anywhere though. karma is a bitch.

the trip mates minus the photographer. :) there were only five of us for the trip

so we went on Tuesday morning, around 10am. it took 3 hour and 45 minutes to reach Gatlinburg. i slept almost the entire time since i was so sleepy LOL. could not really remember much.. we stopped somewhere to have our brunch and prayed. then continued on.. when we reached there, we looked for a parking place. and we walked around. we went to Ripley's Believe It or Not and Ripley's Maze. they were pretty interesting. :)

the ladies on a giant chair in Ripley's Believe It or Not

then we walked around again, stopped by at a candy store. continued walking here and there, and finally we got tired haha. we rode our car then looked for a place for dinner. we went to Red Lobster that night! haha, it was my first time. the restaurant has a nice and warm interior. the service was pretty good and fast. i had lobster, crab, shrimp and some fries. after our dinner, we looked for a nearby hotel, checked in, and slept. that was basically it. haha. everyone was so tired on that day.

our dinner at Red Lobster, yummy! but i prefer Joe's Crab Shack actually

the next day, we woke up half an hour before 11am, we were supposed to check out that time. everyone was rushing bathing and packing and dressing up haha. then we headed to WonderWork. i used to take picture there but i didn't know there was so many exciting things going on in there! we spent couple of hours in there playing games! ^^ then at 1pm, we went shopping at Tanger Outlet until 8.30pm! lol my feet were hurting so much haha. i bought a pair of sneakers that i posted just now, some jeans and pants. i wanted a Fossil sling bag so much! but i didnt buy one since i would be broke after that. ahhh my heart ache thinking of the bag. :( the bag was 60usd. i tried to look for it on the website but couldn't find it. THAT, IS THE MOST REGRETTABLE THING THAT I'VE DONE, not buying it. i don't want to borrow my friend's money to buy the bag because i don't like the indebted feeling you know? like each time you looked at the bag, then you'll remember, ahhh i still didn't pay his/her money for this bag or ahhh, i didn't use my own money for this bag, it just doesn't feel right.. :(

more pics in my facebook here.

this is how WonderWork looked like, awesome right?

the 360 degree-turn bike in WonderWork, lol i shouted so loud! =P

me trying rock-climbing for the very first time. at first i was pretty excited; halfway through, i chickened out hahahaha! but i continued anyway. XD

the sneakers that i bought hee~

woke up at 4pm today (hahahahahahaha) and had my late brunch/early dinner at Fiza's house. and today i made marble cake with her too. i still didn't watch 1LOT. might end up not watching it at all, coz i might be gloomy til the end of the break hahaha.

i should start studying too. urgh.

Nike Amor

2011-03-10T18:10:00.001-08:00

tadaa!~~ cantik tak? heee beli kt gatlinburg smalam. weehoooo~~~
nnt update psal trip tue later this night or tomorrow

WOOT3

2011-03-02T21:26:00.001-08:00

PMS ALERT.

Possible behavior :

--> excessive emo

--> easily pissed

--> easily annoyed

--> irrational

--> making fuss over nonsense thing

Hani is in a bad mood, Hani is in a bad mood, Hani is in a bad mood.

And why are YOU reading my blog? You are making me shy.....HAHAHAHAHAHA

One Liter of Tear

2011-03-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

have you ever heard or watch a story that WILL make you cry regardless of how many times that you watched it? i have one, and it is One Liter of Tear. i seriously cried almost 80-90% part of the story. im watching it AGAIN this spring break, and i'll be emo for a few days. aiyokk. so guys watch it!! here's the OST and a rather well-made MV of the drama

belanja topup handphone pelis?

2011-03-01T18:29:00.000-08:00

bosan la.

of VandyLAN and other stuff

2011-02-26T13:57:00.001-08:00

this is a TERRIBLE WEEK! so sad, don't ask..

so last night wasn't that bad. okay it was bad. until i won raffle, it kinda turn NOT THAT BAD after that haha. well i could get excited over winning a shirt of L size right? a least i won something! *trying to pujuk myself* probably gonna give the shirt to abah je la haha.

so basically i only watched people battling like they are at their wits end over a bunch of games haha. i played two games, one which i sucked at, shooting game. haha. and the other one, well i basically jumped to maneuver the game. and 'accidentally' get myself a plush haha and yeah dats about it. and finally i got excited over FIFA games haha *not that i could actually see Ozil or Lampard or Gerard or Torres or Casillas or Fabregas or Pique!*

and then we watched khurafat. it was good, but wasn't that scary, i'll give it 2.5/5 (well because i covered my face the whole time during scary parts hahaha). cane nie kalo tgok part takut jerit pstu takut tido sorg2 tp xtgok x feelin la, xtkut n xfham n x feel cite. tp nk tgok cite hantu. tp xde la nak die betul2 jd lak kan aaaa nggak mahuuuu. movies that have scared the hell out of me so far is 'jangan pandang belakang', 'the exorcism of emily rose' and i still don't have the guts to watch ju-on HAHAHA. i watched some parts, here and there, and the parts that i've watched are the scary ones, like the ghost ripping out from a woman in labor (or its from another movie?? haha), the stair part and the one that came out of TV (shit, isnt that the ring?) okay etc..

next week i my first lab presentation. dugeum3~~ hearbeat!~~ gonna work on lab report this week. as of right now, im hungry.

friend or foe?

2011-02-13T02:04:00.000-08:00

its scary when your so called friends can actually be your enemies at the same time. and all that people can do is talk bad behind each other. seriously people? do you have to resolve to that? sometimes anonymity can be a scary thing. coward people hide behind anonymity to say hurtful things, and they don't realize how bad it can affect people.

when people say the right thing, you shut him up and accuse him over a totally different issue. which you don't even have the right to. because you are totally on the wrong side, you should acknowledge that at least, for the sake of humanity, not being a total jerk. what has the world become? when people doing right thing is mistreated and the one doing the wrong thing is glorified or honored i must say.

those people scared the hell out of me. i hope none of my friends are like that. if i do something that pisses you off, tell me face to face, not through people or behind me. i might be hurt, duhh like obviously,what am i? a robot? but i'll get over it with time. that just makes me feel hundreds time better than hearing you bitching about something you dislike about me. are we clear? cool.

february update

2011-02-11T22:56:00.000-08:00

lol someone got mad over my post, dat was like long ago hahaha. lame =P

so i had two exams next week, and i still didnt do anything because it's friday night like hello?? went out and had dinner at golden coast, even though i was super sleepy because i only slept 3 hours thanks to Prof. Jennings's hw. its my friend's bday. so just had the feeling dat i still have to go.

and then watched grey's anatomy, which i swear is the best thing ever kih3. played wii. and chatted with some people.

and yeah when i was eating my dinner, got a msg from dad saying dat they are in langkawi right now. and i was like damn! only my sisters were going there originally. and mom said my 2nd sis supported the trip so they dont have to pay for anything.. jealousssssss.

and oh yeah, i skipped arabic class today, and apparently a lot of people did too, so ustaz was a bit pissed i think dat he took attendance of the class. holy crap. haha.

aiishh im not writing things in sequence but yeah who cares, basically you get the point right? haha. so it was snowing on wednesday. and yeah i originally had another hw due on Friday but it was postponed to Monday and a test on Thursday which was also postponed to Monday because of the snow. thank god i checked my email first thing on Thursday haaha.

and yeah i also heard some bad stories. i mean its my effin blog, who cares if i wanna write something personal or not in it? not dat im referring this to myself. its like when A did it, i mean ranting on emo things, then dats fine but if B did it, they were like, dat bitch shouldnt have gone dat far bla2. whats with this double standard? urgh. annoying. period.

got nothing planned for spring break yet. gotta need to focus on this sem first. cewwah. and oh im not going back too this summer. yeah3 i just dont want to talk about it again, ive been telling the story over and over again. ask others if you wanna know why. so im kinda planning to go on a trip? like im trying to stay out of vandy for the whole May. i dont know, thinking about staying in new york with my friend.. and also thinking about going to san fransisco. and also a tidbit of florida? haha.. im being too ambitious am i? NY is like on north east side, florida is like on south east and SF is like on west side of US! woah dats crazyyyy haha. so yeah im not sure yet, plus i dont have anyone travelling with me this time. so i gotta do the whole preparing thing by my self. and mom said she'll support me a bit since im not going back so dats awesome haha.

okay bye.

how i spent my friday

2011-02-05T14:00:00.000-08:00

down with fever from thursday night. skipped all classes on friday, slept the wholeeeee day. only woke up to eat, at 10pm i think. then watched bunches of things, slept back at 6am or something haha. getting better, but i'm still coughing and having flu a bit. (for those who's reading my blog teeheehee kalo nk buat porridge ke mcam awesome XD)

now gotta do my work. -_-'

ps : just updated the music player, ntah zaman bile lagu tu tp bru dpt tahu oh em gee, itu pun thanks to that kid najwa latif tuh. its 'one in a million' by ne-yo <3

stop pointing fingers when the blame is on you

2011-02-02T01:48:00.000-08:00

you know you did wrong. why should we pay for your blame? imma live here for another year, i dont want things to get any harder than they are right now. if its because of what I DID WRONG, then im all good, but if its because of SOMEONE ELSE, i certainly dont want to pay for YOUR IRRESPONSIBILITY ACT. and besides, if you did NOTHING WRONG, you SURELY WILL BE FINE.

and you definitely dont have the right to get pissed, we are the one who should be.

do you think you know me well?

2011-01-31T21:20:00.001-08:00

the faithful part is darn accurate!

this test sure is accurate woahhhh okayyyyy study balik sheesh T_T

ps : and what the hell, mula2 tgok low level of masculine, so mcm relieved, skali tgok feminine level lg rendah! damn dah kalo bukn masculine, tmbah lg bukn feminine, what doest that exactly make me? T_T

and oh in case you guys wanna take the test, click HERE

i need to send those things quick. haiyo

2011-01-31T00:47:00.000-08:00

sorry for the short post. lol. its not like anyone cared right? wutev. :)

it is almost a month, but i'm already exhausted. junior semester sure is killing me.

2011-01-30T14:45:00.001-08:00

crazy hormones are raging

2011-01-28T16:40:00.000-08:00

sweet luvah

2011-01-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

i just read and followed a blog successfully, spent almost an hour reading now i'm sleepy.

well i gotta thank someone for mentioning about this in her blog. it was like so damn cool i tell you!

well its about a girl that had an american bf, (cough2, its my turn next! =P). the cool thing is that they conversed through chatting for the whole two years without actually seeing each other! after that they started exchanging pics. well she actually kinda refused to give her pic to him after he had given his, not that he's not handsome, he is DARN HANDSOME I TELL YA! i felt like im being too immoral if im posting a pic of sumone's bf so you can go read the blog, i listed it already, called sweet luvah. well back to the story, she hesitated to give her pic because she kinda had low self esteem, she's not confidence with her appearance.

and guess what?

the guy saw her pic somewhere and was actually happy! she's a petite chubby girl with asian skin tone. i think she's cute and and at least she is not as thin as me! sooooo not appealing -_-''

so they live happily ever after~~ well dat's my wish to them but ahhh im so happy for her :)

Subconsciously, this is one of the key reasons why white men adore Asian women; Asian women are petite. Towering and lanky women don't turn (most) men on that much. Being big and tall represent dominance and men would still like to remain being the Alpha one.

ohhoooo, reading this makes me feel 100x better XD

she posted this, among other reasons why american guys like asian women.

--> well, i might get a chance, with a year left here, kah3!

BASIC REQUIREMENTS

2011-01-24T15:14:00.000-08:00

	Be in generally good health and feeling well.
	Be at least 17 years of age; upper age 60 (420d*).
	Weigh at least 110 pounds (45 kg).
	Pulse: 80 to 100 beats/min and regular.
	Temperature: Should not exceed 99.5 (37.5c).
	Blood Pressure: acceptable range is 160/90 to 110/60.
	Skin: the venipuncture site should be free of any lesion or scar of needle pricks indicative of addiction to narcotics or frequent Blood donation (as in the case of professional Blood donors). KALO MACAM TU BILENYE NK LEH DERMA DARAH.. AAA TERINGIN GILE DERMA DARAH! :( BILE NK JD 45KG NIE HUAAAAAAA!!!

pancit gile

2011-01-20T00:10:00.000-08:00

super darn exhausted today (by today i mean yesterday,wednesday, it is past midnight already haha). slept at 3am, got class at 9am til 5pm, with gaps but still i'm tired. skipped hw review and got back home at 5pm, slept at 6pm til 10pm, and now staying uppp. its 2.11am already (thursday) and i got my chem lab tomorrow, first one, but its not the scary one, just the instrumentation one.

oh my baby please arrive by this week! i'll tell you the details later when i get it hee~~~ ^^

LG dLite

2011-01-18T14:22:00.000-08:00

YOU CUTE LITTLE THING!

New Zodiac Signs Dates

2011-01-17T19:26:00.000-08:00

Sagittarius: Dec 17 to Jan 20
Ophiuchus: Nov 29 to Dec 17
Scorpio: Nov 23 to November 20
Libra: Oct 30 to Nov 23
Virgo: Sept 16 to Oct 30
Leo: Aug 10 to Sept 16
Cancer: July 20 to Aug 10
Gemini June 21 to July 20
Taurus: May 13 to June 21
Aries: April 18 to May 13
Pisces: March 11 to April 18
Aquarius: Feb 16 to March 11
Capricorn: Jan 20 to Feb 16

so i am officially a Libra now from Scorpio.

of Harley Davidson

2011-01-16T16:51:00.000-08:00

talked to my dad, after failed attempts of reaching mom, i gave up! mom, you lost the chance to talk to me! pwahahaha *bajet hot with my very own mom*
talked about me probably getting a job next semester.

then..

abah : kalo hani balik nnt beli la abah Harley Davidson satu ke, cuba usha hrga dlu ke..

ewah3, tingginye demand dia. kalo mnta baju ke seluar ke tape gak, ni terus Harley Davidson (HD)?! pehhh bapak sape nihh haha -_-' this has not been the first time, you guys must have remembered me mentioning this in my earlier posts as well, but yeah, his will of getting one HD has been too strong i see.

bru je usha website HD td, xthu lak dorg hire Marissa Miller, kecik je die bw moto gedabak cenggitu. dhla harga mahal gile nk mmpus omg.

oh btw esok cuti MLK yatta!~~ ^^

final update on Cali trip

2011-01-11T12:45:00.001-08:00

school is starting tomorrow oh no! T_T

well im gonna use this time to basically sum up about my trip, it has been a while.. i just finished my luncheon just now, the food was kinda good, if given other choice, i would have opt for the other one but since i was hungry, so whatever..

did i stop on the 6th day? well on my 7th day, we went to Disneyland! i gotta said i enjoyed Disneyland more than Universal! maybe because it was less packed and it was far bigger and i was pretty happy that we played almost all the games! we started with going to the adventure park then the disneyland park and that was a good decision pwahaha! because there were a lot of games in adventure park and we played almost all except the kiddy ones =P we also watched Aladdin musical and that was superb! well it was good but since i was pretty sleepy so i didnt enjoy it much but it was really good. ahhh i love it so much! i cant list all of the rides but i rode almost all even the scary ones and the super fast one etc. oh i even ride a roller coaster not once, but twice! it was fun! it wasnt that high but it even has all this spinning and turning upside down, and a friend of mine said this, 'many people rode roller coasters before, and they were all fine', so it kinda gave me this courage; plus considering it might be my last trip to theme parks.. if anyone would like to support me to go to Universal in Florida, id be more than happy to accept hihi.. i want to go there again, to Florida but think it might be a waste because i should spend my money to go to other places that ive never been yet.. :( but it looks like a lot of my friends are going to Florida this year, ah i dont know haha.

then at 5pm something we went to disneyland park, this one was more of beautiful buildings, i'd say fitted kids more but i kinda felt pity to my friends that have never been there before because those lovely buildings were worth thousand of pics but it was already dark when we went there. there was this ride called 'Space Mountain', i enjoyed it the most! =P it was different a bit than the ones in Florida but it was still good. and urgh i cant believe we wasted our time for 'Captain EO'. it was the stupidest thing ever! people, do not waste your time on Captain EO, i repeat, do not! it was basically an hour waste (including the waiting time) of watching Michael Jackson in a movie with stupid weird animals singing and dancing (not to mention the stupid acting) to fight bad women that looked like spider and using his almighty voice, Michael Jackson turned that spider woman into a woman that was just blahhhh~~ and they went back home safely i know right, like WTF? we went back at 11pm something and it was very cold that time.

the next day we searched for the Hollywood sign and also to the dissapointing Eldred Street (it was dirtyyyy) and then went to a lovely beach! no one wanted to take pics because it was too cold, i was so sad :( so i went to the beach alone, walked around here and there with no camera, and my friend joined me for a while. then we ate at a Malaysian restaurant, so darn expensive but the food was pretty good and came in a huge proportion.

then off we went to San Frans! but thanks to the snowstorm, instead of arriving at 12am, we arrived at 8am. we had to switch highway because of the terrible traffic jam in the other highway. then that morning we straightly went to our Alcatraz cruise. then we went to Pier 39, bought some shirts and walked around, then we went to Lombart Street! google it, you will be amazed! :D then we headed to the Golden Gate Park, it was BIGGGGG and there were a lot of parks in there, like Japanese garden, there was also the windmill, and other types.. and next to it was the Ocean Beach, we are talking about Pacific Ocean Beach baby! we played there for a longggggg time haha it was fun! :) there were a lot of dogs and their poops too haha.

and the next day we went to Golden Gate Bridge. then to Chinatown and Union Square. since we were rushing, we dont really stop at Chinatown and Union Square. we just passed by them; i really wanna stopped by and walked around but since we have to catch up our plane. oh well... but at least i can say that yeah3 i've been there proudly hahaha!! omg San Frans is definitely a beautiful city! the roads were so darn steep, i respected those that can do side parking like seriously haha, all the roads were like in V shape! too bad everything was so darn expensive, 8usd for an hour parking, or 20usd for a whole day?! and the hotel rooms were bad too, no iron, no hair dryer, and we even have to pay for internet access?! shittttttt

and we met our seniors at the airport, their flight was at 4pm.. if i were them, i would have spent more time at San Frans! but they had already spent days in San Frans on the earlier part of their trip. i wished i could switched my flight with them sigh~~~~ we had a transit on our way back at Phoenix, chatted a bit with a woman next to me..she handled transfer students, n the guys of our trip behind me kept punching my seat grrrr gedik! oh did i tell you guys that i like landing than departing? it felt as if im on a some kind of ride in theme park LOL. well i gtg watch some hindustan movie.. hahahahaha i know, im just maximizing my very last hours before school starts tomorrow. FML.

I LOVE MY CALIFORNIA TRIP! :) (the super previous post about me saying this might be the suckiest trip ever, i take it back, blame it on my hormones!)

byeeeeeeeeee =)

ps: oh it is snowing in Vandy! so effin cold! since it is my third year already, im not liking the snow anymore haha...

of mak

2011-01-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

i skyped my mom last two days

hani : *telling her about the California trip*

mom : hani beli pape tak dkt mak?

hani : takkkkkkkkkk, hani byk shopping utk hani je pwahahahaha!

....

hani : tp hani ade la beli baju utk hana, emir n ABAH hahahaha!

mak : ceh, berat sebelah.

kah3 this is so funny!

oh Vandy is snowing right now!~~ ^^

dis is not an update about my winter trip (maybe a bit)

2011-01-08T23:45:00.000-08:00

i woke up 11.30am today and immediately started skyping with my friend..for about 2 hours gossiping and updating each other. then i had my brunch. then i took my bath, and stared at my laptop. for hours.. and hours.. and hours.. called my mom, updated her about my trip. and then watched japanese movies.. then ordered food. then chatted.. then looked at my ym, about people complaining about them gaining weight. dem la, kenapa xnaik2 berat nie! im at 39kg right now! i mean like seriously if anyone say dat they wanna be like me, im gonna kill 'em! my legs are as thin as sticks! ahhhhh stresss! T_____________T i know im not eating regularly, so dats why im doing my grocery tomorrow! im gonna eat a lot of chicken and rice until tuesday! im gonna do a lot of cooking! because once my semester starts, im only gonna eat at Rand or order food online.

okay im gonna talk about my trip..too.. haha..

things that i regretted :

1) i translated tabung and it says money box like wth so im gonna use tabung instead. there's this tabung that i saw in vegas and it was so pretty! but it was so darn expensive! im not sure, either 20/25/30usd. i seriously want it badly. :(

2) i wished i didnt have my pms in the early days of the trip hahaha. i kinda get emotional and complained about everything.

3) i wished we had checked the weather before going to San Fransisco then we would have avoided the jam and spent another day there :(

things that i like :

1) i got closer and talked a lot to people that i rarely talked before

2) we went to three beaches! although we didnt actually go into water, just a bittt because its cold, but im happy! :)

3) had A LOT OF GREAT FOOD! tho it cost me a lot haha

4) i got to buy my 'Thing 4' shirt finally! hihi, i bought one alread for my twin last year. got to buy other shirts too! oh mak asked me if i buy something for her and i said no, but i buy sumthin for my dad tho lol. then mak said im being berat sebelah! kah3! XD

my 2010 winter trip : part 3

2011-01-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

ah penatnye nk cite pasal tiap2 hari.

hari ke-5 kitorang patah balik gi LA balik sbb kitorg nk gi main theme parks pula. aritu xigt lak kalo kitorg ade gi mane2 ke ape seyes xigt. oh ha bru igt, kitorg pusing Vegas lagi skali tgkp gmba byak2 lg.

pstu on 6th day kitorg gi Universal ramai2. mula2 main Mummy (again) haha, pstu main Jurassic Park (ini cm water ride a bit), pstu main Simpsons Ride (ini best suke jugaaaaa) pstu

etc. xigt ahh nk sebut satu2 haha. kitorg smbut new year dkt cni, omg sejuk gile n rmai gile org. kitorg tdo dlm keta sejam lebih, pstu few minutes b4 12 bru bgun. tgok la fireworks 5min pstu balik. esok tu dah rse badan panas dah tp xkesah pun haha. kali ni gi Universal finally beli baju 'Thing 4'. sebenarnye nk beli yg die tulis 'Thing 1' tp xde. n ak beli size budak kot sbb size adult ade L n XL je. n muat je pun, n lg murah! hahaha.

ak beli tade la kecik cmni kan, nie baby nye size nih.

kali ni gi Universal lg best dr fes time tu kot sbb lg ramai org, the more the merrier isnt it? =) pstu main lg byak games..

ahh seyes xthu thun depan nk gi Florida balik tk, sbb nk main yg Harry Potter punye kt sne! 2 yrs ago i went already but Harry Potter was still under construction that time. :( tp cm rugi la nk gi Florida lg sbb dh penah pegi, bole x nk gi 2 days je then amek flight gi tpt lain sorg2? cewwah cam kaya gile hahaha

my 2010 winter trip : part 2

2011-01-06T23:08:00.000-08:00

okay so ari ke-3 kitorang gerak la gi Vegas pulak. tade la jauh mane pun, 4-5jam je. tp kitorang smpai petang sbb haha mse nk gi tu ade la pulak Tangers outlet, gile vavi besar shopping outlet nie. peh kalo ade seribu rse cm boleh habiskn je dlm msa sejam kitorg kt ctu, tp ak ade la beli baju 3helai kt Aeropostale, pstu dgn hati yg berat pun gerak gi Vegas balik. pstu stop2 taruk minyak dlm keta, semayang2 n tgkap3 gmba.

nie gmba dekat area exit tu. cantik kan? :)

sebenarnya 2 keta trip ni, tp kitorang berpisah sbb kitorg stop outlet tu terlama pula, dorg singgah Walmart, so dorg gerak gi Vegas dlu.

and my solo shot! kih3!

boleh ckap 80-90% trip nie 2 keta nie asek berpisah je, driver masing2 buat kepala haha. lantak korg aa. keta lg satu tu sllunye jd ketua tp bile gerak gi mane2 mst kitorg yg smpai dlu wahaha!

pstu kitorg smpai Vegas petang tu,tp dah gelap dh pun, kul 6 or 7pm kot. kitorg xgerak gi otel terus, kitorg jumpe dgn org keta lg satu pstu pusing Vegas sama2 smpai la malam skit, xigt kul bape. pstu tgok 'Fountain in Bellagio' before balik, fountain nie famous gile kot. free je.

pastu esok harinye, 4th day gerak gi Hoover Dam n Grand Canyon, mula2 kitorg igt cm xjd nk gi Grand Canyon sbb kitorg igt nk gi Grand Canyon Skywalk tp mahal gile, 75usd. tp kitorg gi gak, mmg cm fuh mmg rse bersyukur gk kitorg ttap nk gi, sbb kalo nk gi kt spot cun nk tgkp gmba, kne naik bus byr 45usd, kitorg pun join jela sbb dh jauh2 drive kan, sesia lak kang. n mmg worth it la. n rupenye Skywalk tu sebelah spot kitorg gi je kah3. mse nk gi Grand Canyon tu peh cantik gile scene, pstu jalan nk gi citu lak mmg masuk gurun xde jalan tar ah, balik2 je kete berhabuk nak mati haha. pstu korg tgok cite cowboy korg thu gas station cm kt desert tu? sejibik cm tu la yg kitorg singgah sbb nk isi minyak haha. fuh igtkan dlm TV je, rupenye betul.

korg bygkan gas station cni, tp tade pun rooftop tuh.

n here are few Canyon pictures. sejuk gile babeng. kitorg gi Grand Canyon West, seniors pegi Grand Canyon National Park, lg jauh tp tempat dorg ade salji. huish ak xsgup la pegi stu, tempat kitorg pun sejuk nk mati cm nk tercabut jari.

everyone minus Noel, the photographer

suke gile gamba nie (esp me, since i look the cun-est kah3)

my 2010 winter trip : part 1

2011-01-06T00:42:00.000-08:00

nak gune bm la tuk entry kali ni. panjang bebeno nnt nye ha. kitorg gerak gi BNA (airport) petang Sabtu xsilap. peh teruja gile sbb ni 2nd time naik flight balik kot haha. aku dduk sebelah Sharifah, flight 4 jam gile babeng lama n surprisingly, ak xtido lgsg. tgok movie n sembang, cite2 gosip, share2 rahsia kah3, typical girls.

flight kitorang lmbat half an hour actually, so van yg kitorang rent awal2 dah blah dah, bile kol byak kali nk mati x angkat2, bengang2. pstu kitorang naik shuttle gi otel. the next day tu oyy malu nye ha nk confess, kitorang gi jenjalan naik bus like what the hell aje. kitorang gi hollywood, masuk madam tussaud, pusing2 area situ, makan dkt satu kedai ni where the owner is a malaysian, she understands malay but cant converse anymore, typical ah wey. lepastu malam tu gi santa monica. yes people, we went there by bus. haha. santa monica awesome gak ah. tp cm kecewa sbb ak nk gamba dkt pantai byak, tp dh malam kan.. dhla bateri camera abes, ak igtkn charger ak sma dgn kwan ak, rupanya xmuat lak. bengang2. pstu kt Santa Monica tu ade outdoor shopping centre, best gak aa, byk gile kedai2 best, yg dorg2 ni pusing2 keliling, ak ade gk aa masuk kedai sne kedai sini, pstu ade la beli sumthin kt VS eventho xde la huge sale mane, tp sbb craving shopping nye psal kesah ape kan haha.

cm tah pape je kan asek sebut bengang byak kali je kn? mst korg rse cm sampah gile trip Hani nie, haha. chillax dlu, nnt later ak explain. XD

pstu on 2nd day, Monday ak n 2 kawan ak je gi Universal Studio. lg 7 org gi Six Flags. Universal Cali cm sampah sket ah compared to Florida nye. sbb ak penah pegi situ taun lepas, ak led org lain aa nak main game ape sume2, tgok time n location sume cewwah haha. kitorg xde ah main sume game sbb kitorg beli Universal pass for 1 day tp got another day free; kire kitorg leh gi 2nd day at free cost aa. so xsilap ak kitorg main 4 games je kot, plus kitorg gi tgah hari n kuar kul 6 ptg, so xde aa byak masa sgt pun. yg ak igt kitorg main Mummy ah, damn best gile, kalo kne tunggu 10min je ak sgup main 4-5kali duh haha. pstu masuk House of Horror, bygkan ak yg penakut nie yg jalan depan2, yg lg 2 org lg penakut, sorg lg lelaki lak tu, kecewa2 haha. reject jd bf! pstu malam tu kitorg kuar makan kt satu kedai makan India nie sedap gile bab* aa tp sampah gile nasi kne charge smpai 3-4usd like what the hell kan. xkesah ah sbb dh makan kenyang dah. kalo makan je sah2 habis more or less 10usd. oh lupe lak mse nk msuk Shrek 4D, ak gi queue nak beli churros (mknn, xthu gi google), ak suh lg 2 org gi lineup dlu, nnt ak cr la dorg. alih2 mse nk cari tu dem xjmpe lak, line gile bab* pnjg wthell. tercangak la ak kt luar sejam cm nk tercabut lutut, dhla cuak sbb dah gelap plus xde hp hahaha. tp buat muka cm konfiden je kah3. nasib jmpe balik dorg luar Shrek haha. :D

ha nnt esok pagi ak bgun ak sambung lak 2nd day : Vegas baby! nak tgok cite n tido nie. krohhhhh.

pre cali trip

2010-12-29T01:59:00.001-08:00

there were the ups and downs of this trip. idk if im having my PMS or what, but its kinda fucked up i think. haha. i got emotional for some things. when i thought im being selfish enough, there's a bunch that is being even more selfish than i am.

oh there were a lot of sales too! im getting crazy! i shud have gambled a bit since im already in vegas so that i cud shop pwahaha!

i hope the remaining days would be better than the previous ones. please. hopefully the hunch that im feelin that this trip would be my suckiest trip EVER will not be true lol. *deep sigh*

alamdulillah :)

2010-12-24T22:33:00.000-08:00

now i can go to cali with ease in my mind. not that its totally good, but it was not as bad as i have predicted. :) amin~

snow snow snow!

2010-12-14T04:20:00.001-08:00

we are getting a lot of snow this december! which is RARE in my place because southern areas dont really have snow, but still very cold! we usually have snow in January.

its -13celcius right now. i had an exam yesterday, i only had leftover from Chilli's the day before that, so that is basically what i only had yesterday! and i slept after the exam, n i just woke up at 5.30am. n i am soooooo hungry right now! i have to not care about the cold, i must get my breakfast! i am so hungry that my stomach is sick. ahhh i wonder why people gained weight in winter while i lose mine, im not eating properly right now. so sad, i wish someone could cook for me. :( mommy!

off to bath n off to eat!

BENGANG DENGAN STRESS FEST

2010-12-03T22:11:00.000-08:00

AH BENCI GILAAAAAAAAAAAA DAH TAHUN KETIGA PUN SKIP STRESS FEST LAGIII! SERIOUS CADANG NAK PERGI TAPI TIDO DR PKUL 5 SMPAI LA NK DEKAT KUL 12. AHH 234567UYHGFNDJ,FJKCNVMNDSAJHDFIUH!!!!

JETLAG YANG MELAMPAU KESAN THANKSGIVING BREAK MASIH TAK HILANG, DAMN IT!

sick of

2010-11-25T22:37:00.001-08:00

sick of this path.

trying to find the passion over something that i completely dont like is so hard. trying not to give up is not working. this state is suicidal.

looking at her making progress; i cant help but to compare my state with her.

the shattered pieces of me. this world is not for me!

okay kena start belajar

2010-11-25T13:04:00.001-08:00

weight

2010-11-22T03:56:00.000-08:00

i lost a pound in a day or two, im 89.2lb right now, dat is like 40.46kg. 1lb is roughly like 0.5kg. people find it hard to believe that i could lost weight easily within just a day or two, but whateva. i felt like vomitting if i ate too much at a time that when im about too full, i would try to finish my food by drinking a lot of water. then i get hungry again after 2 to 3 hours. aiyo.

anyway, went to ihop today, had the garden omelette. ^^ it was good, gonna try other stuff later on. now off to sleep. oh its thanksgiving break now!

obefiend

2010-11-16T23:09:00.000-08:00

aku xfaham dgn mamat ni, seyes shitto. blog dia mcm sampah je. lepas ni nk unfollow la.

td ak bca latest entry dia pasal maher zain. dia ckap perempuan malaysia puji2 maher zain, fuh hensem nye maher zain subhanallah etc. ape salahnya kalau taruk subhanallah sume tu at the end of sentence? instead of ko sebut wow good looking gile motherfucker ni, as suggested by him. bukannya double standard bodoh, kalo kau sebut subhanallah xke dapat pahala kalo ko fkir in term of that instead of saying motherfucker, which make you look like a perverted bastard?

pstu dia ckap kita leh accept style maher zain yg contemporary n western tp bile mirwana nak buat, kene bahan habis. dude, ko cube pikir sket,maher tu bukannya dr msia, die tu raised in west, mesti ah die ade style die sdri, ak xkta mirwana yg nk try modern look tu salah, tp maybe masa tu msia x ready nak terima lg ke kumpulan nasyid yg outfit dia bukan typical seperti pkai ketayap and jubah. in fact, ak xthu pun bile mirwana attempt those change, when could it be, years ago or what? one dat try to make a change, mesti ade je org yg condemn, tp xsume kan? majority je, sbb biase aaa, change sometimes is not dat easy to digest.

and then die buat comparison case illuminati album cover hujan dgn symbol awakening record maher zain. seriously wat da eff man, case illuminati tu kecoh kt msia je. sape yg buat? stupid malaysians dat were freaking obsessed with stupid triangles! ak igt gi ak bc blog sape tah,kalo kita nk compare sgt illuminati nih, dah lama dah msian sdri apply, ctoh pling simple alang2 raya2 nie, ketupat. bentuk die segi tiga kan? tu post tue kire die sarcasm intended la, sbb too many malaysian are freaking out over stupid triangles. sheesh tlong ah mmat obefiend tu. cam sampah. malas dah nk follow blog dia, tau condemn org je. podacit!

nie link dia kalo nk bca, nk remove dh blog die dr list blog ak, rse mcm virus eeee yek! http://obefiend.blogspot.com/2010/11/obecomic-27-maher-zain.html

static hair

2010-11-09T21:28:00.000-08:00

am i the only one having this problem? each time during fall or winter season, my hair would extremely have static, and you can hear those tiny sound each time you comb your hair! omg so irritating! so i google the solutions.

static hair might be caused by the extremely dry air and also if you have been washing your hair too frequently (cough2 bad Hani!).

the solutions?
1) use dryer sheet. yes you are reading it correctly, the sheet that you put in dryer. and i was like seriously? okay nak try lepas ni.

2) use leave in conditioner. i already use the one during washing, so i prolly go for the dryer sheet.

girl

2010-11-09T21:04:00.000-08:00

of curvy and tall, id prefer being a little bit tall. ive always think that tall girl look beautiful and more confident. ahh those girls with long legs. so jealous!

and people say that hair is a girl's crown. i used to think that straight hair is beautiful, because it will always looks neat enough for me. wavy is good too, people around me have been saying that they want wavy hair. so what say you?

ko xboleh gelak lagi kuat ke? nice.

2010-11-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

HAJAR

2010-11-07T18:20:00.000-08:00

GOOD LUCK!!

HA AMEK SATU POST SPECIAL PUNYA! XD

current crush : josh duhamel

2010-11-06T19:55:00.000-07:00

yummy ^^

ps: oh you guys should watch 'ife as we know it' starring josh duhamel and that blonde chick from greys anatomy who was too obsessed with her patient but i swear i hate her. thank god she's already got cut out from GA now. and this week's episode, seriously christina? you wanna freakin quit? urghhh, ur my inspiration! :( owen is gonna be all sad then..

ps 2: urgh my hands are always cold, i even wear gloves in my room? crazy much? aiyok. and its like below 10celcius now. and wearing my leather jacket doesnt warm me that much, how dissapointing.

oct 30

2010-11-04T00:43:00.000-07:00

so my birthday wasnt that great, as usual.. haha.
oct 30 was on saturday this year, and there was a soccer match that day, so i spent my entire day watching the guys played, too bad we lost, we got no 3.
so that day S got me the molten choc cake from Chillis! i was planning to go with S after the game, but we were full already from our lunch. later that night S came and gave me the dessert. felt grateful!~ :)

and A gave me an even early present, way before my birthday actually lol. well the story was like this, i asked A to bought me this shirt haha (so the tak malu!), and yeah A said i can consider it as my early present lol. wore it today, felt good. haha.. :) so thanks again!

and lastly F gave me a card and a scarf. i didnt expect this at all because im a bit pissed at F last weekend actually haha. but yeah, F even bought me a cake and a card too last two years..

now that i thought about these, i don't really realise and appreciate what close people have done to me.. and all those birthday wishes in facebook, it actually felt good to be receiving such birthday wishes from more than 100 people! though im not that close with all of them, but still, their thoughts and their time spared to even post it on my page, and i dont even wish people in facebook (except those close to me)! so yeah i wonder, am i being too mean or other people are being too nice or too weird or got so much extra time left or i shouldnt be wasting my time thinking about this. haha.. i am truly grateful for everything that i have received. so thank you very much. :)

ps (1): i called my mom the next day because my twin said my parents asked me to call house (but i was too tired and sleepy so i decided to call on the very next day instead). and guess what? when i call, my mom said, 'asal rajin sgat call ni?' sheesh -_-'' haha..

gonna finish studying for arabic exam now and go to sleep. zzzzzz

ps (2): good luck Po and Faidhi! =)

adult world much?

2010-11-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

there's a friend of mine.. her sister got married right after she graduated, she's 3 years older than me. not saying that this is bad (her husband is very handsome i tell you!)but yeah, some find early marriage is...outdated? i dont know how to put it in words, im not really fond of marrying at early age too, i mean marriage nie dituntut dlam islam kan, its a good thing, instead of dating. but yeah im not gonna argue over this lol.. and this friend of mine was like wishing her sis to get baby soon! i dont know, i am just not prepared to all this adult things though im 20 now. several weeks ago, there has been quite a stir over our PM's new plan for the development of our country, like the construction of this Mega Tower and also his plan about the night club hubs. yeah i just know a bit about these things. now that im 20, i think i need to know more about the politic, what's going on within the country and over the world, and also personal stuff (i cant believe i am saying this), marriage, jobs, etc. the world is too scary. i am even struggling with studying (in fact focusing!) right now..

continue later~

2NE1 - It Hurts (아파) MV [HD]

2010-11-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

I JUST HAVE TO PROMOTE THIS. THE MV WAS SO GOOD AND THE LEAD ACTOR IS YUMMY-LICIOUS! SO FREAKING TALL!! AHHH I WANNA HUGE BEAR HUG TOO KEKEKE~~ ^^,

one

2010-10-31T16:00:00.000-07:00

one is easy. one is simple. flying solo next time. just, freaking, one. :D

compliments~ hihi

2010-10-27T18:47:00.001-07:00

there are two things that make me happy.

1) IF YOU SAY THAT IM GETTING FAIRER

2) IF YOU SAY THAT IM TALL/GETTING TALLER!

HIHIHI SUKANYAAAA~~~ ^^

guys

2010-10-24T17:54:00.001-07:00

this is a problem, close people to me are apparently liking/ being gossiped to guys that i used to have a crush on. hahaha!

sheesh, im not liking anyone right now (liar!). okay2, but not as huge crush that ive had before lol. do i need to resolve to arranged marriage like my dad said? kah3!

just a short conversation between me and my dad last night.

abah : *lecturing about pointer.*
hani : yeah yeah yeah...
abah : *lecturing about work*
hani : yeah yeah yeah...
abah : hani nih xde pape nak ckap ke, nie yg malas nih.
hani : lol, xkan nk kasitahu benda personal kot kah3!

and then suddenly,

abah : hani dah ade bf blum? (i knew this question is coming, its like the MUST question EACH TIME i called my parents!)
hani : -sigh- xde lah, abah carikan utk hani la camni..
abah : KALO CMTU NNT HANI BALIK ABAH BUAT ARRANGED MARRIAGE LAH.
hani : omgggggggggggggggggggg bia betulllllll
abah : ye lah, dah hani xreti cari, bercinta lepas kahwin.
hani : HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

-tapi dalam hati risau gak sebenarnya, biaq betoi bapak aku nih!!!-

then my mom fought over my dad to talk with me (ehem rse hot kih3)

so basically we chatted those usual thing, i usually do the listening part though. up to one point..

hani : mak taw takkk td kan abah ckap nak buat arranged marriage untuk hani!!!
mak : hahahahaha....

sekian. haha.. im studying pchem since yesterday but xde byak progress sgt, keep gettin distracted je.. continue!

quirky updates!

2010-10-22T14:57:00.000-07:00

xde quirky mne pun, sj nk gune word tu, comel, haha. =P

so i got a fluid exam this week, i hope i did better than last time though..

n then on our very last day of fall break last Sunday, me and a friend of mine planned our so called Cali trip, but we ended up giving up because the flight tickets were too darn expensive and other problems. but the next day, a senior of mine whom i invited to join the trip came up with the plan! yatta! he even found cheap flight tickets! ahhhh, such a pleasant surprise yippie! :D

so basically i was the one who dealt with my friends about this trip, who's going, what's going on, n he just sit back, relax and enjoy the show! haha.. =P so finally after so many conflicts, we ended up having 10 people in the trip. i fely guilty to those that cant joined us.. i dont even speak to them.. felt awkward and guilty..

and just now we had the transportation problem solved (i hope so). it was very hard to find rental car for us below 21 years old, it is possible, but with a limited budget, it became almost impossible. so yeah i hope everyone would be okay with it. need to have another meeting to discuss about so many things.

and PLEASE JPA SILA MASUK DUIT CEPAT222. hul~~

next week i had exams.. so kinda need to settle these things fast, i dont want to be caught up with it when im busy, the earlier it is settled, the better it is. i sound like the masterplan right? kah3 poyo.. now i know how hard it is to actually PLAN A TRIP! im so not going to travel in large group anymore after this hahaha. so fussy. i could do a bit of helping here and there though.

and now im hungryyyyyy. n yeah idk why but i think im appreciating the fall season this year, the leaves are just beautiful! okay xigt nk ckap apa dah. nnt kalo igt i'll update the post.

international islamic vanderbilt university

2010-10-14T00:21:00.001-07:00

that is what we are supposed to be known for. geez. annoying brats that just wont take people's damn opinions. and if you do so, they backlash you guys as if you're pathetic morons that are not going for things based on Islam. wtheck.

just within a Friday's night

2010-10-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

played boxing on wii and other games like bicycle, bowling and such.. slept over at friend's house yesterday. my body ached the next day, today. and i felt sick. guessed i got fever, and yeah, runny nose, screw flu shot! n i was up to no good today, lied on bed doing nothing productive. T_T took 2 pills tonight, watching 3 idiots, prolly go sleep anytime soon. my body feels warm and tired. see you soon. and oh, it seems that i have some real hater in my formspring, kinda intrigued by the anonymous person, then got freaked out afterward. T_T

ps : THANKS SENIORS FOR THE YUMMY FOOD THIS NIGHT AND LAST NIGHT! :)

early october

2010-10-07T15:13:00.000-07:00

it has just been two weeks but it seems pretty long enough for me that this blog is left with no updates. not that im damn busy, but i keep running out of time. -_-''

so yeah i had just took 3 midterms, not good not good. T_T got another test next monday before fall break on wednesday.. im not going anywhere though this break, prolly staying in Vandy. plus there's gonna be a Malaysian gathering, well actually its the merdeka celebration, but it is freaking october already so merdeka celebration sure sounds pretty nonsense haha. just finished watching ANTM, got an exam this morning, i think i did better than in my previous exam. sigh.

gonna have 2 open houses this weekend. hurray! free food!

oh yea.. about my winter break plan. initially i was planning to go to California with budget of roughly 700-1000usd hopefully. but idk, it seems a bit hard right now, my friend and i are planning the trip this fall break, so hopefully it will be a good plan. if not, i might end up going to NY. im good with either places, but NY is just too cold in winter. so yea i am thinking that going away from the cold seems like a good idea. but yea, nothing is confirmed as of now. and *cough2* hopefully i'll get some ka-ching!~ from Msia incase i didn't have enough money HIHIHI.

gonna end here. or continue later on.
ps: vandy is getting colder now. its fall babyyyy!

Atlanta etc

2010-09-22T00:13:00.000-07:00

last weekend i went to Atlanta with 19 people, there was a private open house held there. considering it to be a RARE CHANCE to be having a meeting with a minister, i decided to go.

so we went on Saturday morning and went back to Vandy on Sunday evening. when we arrived at Atlanta that evening, we checked in to our hotel and spend the evening at Stone Mountain Park, pretty awesome I must say, its just that i wished we would have arrived earlier, then we could have done more things. we went up this one hugeeee rock by cable car, and guess what? that huge rock was like only 1% of its overall size, 99% was like underground. and then there's the lasershow performance that night, pretty lame I must say, stayed less than half an hour, then went to Penang (like finally!) for dinner.

i had Penang Asam Laksa. i must say im satisfied with it because it totally had the Malaysian taste, the rest like char kuey teaow and tom yam did not exactly taste good for me.. and i was like keep fanning my face because my food was still hot, but turned out my friends that tasted it said that it was rather spicy. no wonder laaaa my face kept getting hot lol.

then Ustaz visited us! he said that the minister wanted to have breakfast with us. so yeah the next morning we had breakfast with him, at 4 Seasons Hotel, i didnt know this hotel is rated 5-star until my friend told me so yeah, IVE BEEN TO A 5-STAR HOTEL GUYS! lol gedik. listened to his story for an hour of so, then went back to hotel. i was so sleepy that i continued sleeping, instead of going sightseeing! geez. but yeah i was totally exhausted. ohh forgot to mention that there's this cute officer there too, he's a bit short but he is just too cuteeee. lol i called him 'abg comel' hahaha.. he studied mechi, took econ for his master, and currrently residing in NY, damn!

and then we had lunch in the same hotel too. too bad there was no traditional food though, but thank god the chicken is halal. so yeah it was not that bad. not that im a big fan of raya food, so i couldnt care less, as long as i could eat chicken! haha.. and then had a talk session, took some pictures and met Malaysians residing in Atlanta too.

at 4pm we headed back to Vandy, but within half an hour, we stopped at McD because some of us were already hungry lol. chatted for an hour of so. so yeah this trip wasnt that bad. i learnt new stuff, like who is the Minister of International Trade and Industry ahahaha, before nie xtahu pun weyyy. =P lagi got to know new people, and like new people too. hahahaha. sapeeee? rahsiaaaaaa. <3

post-raya

2010-09-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! i know i know this is coming like super late. but life has been hectic, spazzing.. lol XD

lol so yeah Raya was on Friday, and the next day we had open house held by my batch. and problems arose, but this year was better than previous years in term of the guests, we invited international students, well i guessed we should have thanked Syaf actually for this. so it felt merrier with Americans and Asians coming and enjoying Malay food. but the venue sucks though because there has been issue with the housing, and i didn't really know much because i was not in charge of it.

and i spent my weekend studying for Physical Chemistry, i got a test on Monday, so that's why the raya fever didn't get quite a hold on me actually..plus i'm not really a big fan of Raya food like those cookies and rendang and all. the test was okay i guess, but the objective questions kinda stressed me out a bit. prolly gonna get the result tomorrow, geez..

im goin to open house in Atlanta this coming weekend, fully supported by MSD, yeayyyy!! ahhh i need to find heels. this is a MAAAAJOOOORRRR PROBLEMMM. loll.. oh yeah well actually i had just finished my Math assignment, banyak gile cm nk cincang2 Prof! and im about to do Arabic homework after this. and i still got Stage Sep and Fluid Mechanics homework though, sigh, i'm gonna do the latter two tomorrow though, need to do some reading before working on them..

ah you know whattttt.. i was like super devastated this week. i was looking for 2NE1's album (Korean

girlgroup) on ebay. and out of the blue i saw the shoes that they were endorsing too!! i have been eyeing on them since last year!! :( unfortunately the price was a bit over the top i guess, it was 100usd and extra 20usd for shipping. well actually i can afford to buy it, but since i was saving money to go on a winter trip, i had to forget about it. :(( huaaaaaa i seriously need money!! i want this shoes badlyyyyyy :(

okay next topic (but i'm still sober though..). yesterday i got serious stomach ache at like 10-11pm i think. i had 2 panadols n slept. i was planning to do my homework that night actually, but since i was totally in pain, i slept early, that's why my schedule is a bit off this week. i usually did my Math hw on Friday, but i was chilling alllll the wayy and then spent the weekend on P-Chem n Monday brought me down and today was the only day dat i was able to finish the hw. ahhhh, feeling a bit dizzy after hours of Math. =.='' and today i had my flu shot. idk, people might find it weird but i miss getting injections, EXCEPT TAKING BLOOD SAMPLE! dat hurt like @#$%^&%$#!!! they offered free flu shots last year but i had to pay 10usd this year because of the so called increasing medical cost somethin like that.. n i saw this hotttt medic student getting the flu shot too, hahahahaha, it was worth it! only for that moment tho.. when i got back, damn my arm hurt like hell, lenguh gileee. (xtahu lenguh in bi -_-'') n then i slept till 4pm, then went to the Atlanta's open house meeting.

yeah so dat basically wraps everything ever since raya lah.. if anyone wants to give me duit raya so that i can buy the shoes, dont hesitate to contact me LOL

fluid mechanic

2010-09-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

took one frickin hour to solve a question. why? because of the stupid unit conversions! like seriously la weh, why americans wont use SI units?! because of their pride with BRITISH units? so damn stupid lah. rse cm nk sepak2. off to sleep. zzzzz

the last week of ramadhan

2010-09-04T20:53:00.000-07:00

im having a guest with her baby sleeping over at my house for the weekend. the baby sgt comel lah weyyy xreti merangkak lagi. and baru malam pertama (jgn fikir bnda lain) kami baby tue dah menangis xigt dunia, penat gile dlm keta sgt kot. his name is Umar, and his cheeks are so the puffyyyy and whiteeee aaa cubit2 sikit!!

and then rindu lah Lily semuaaaaaaa. mse sem lepas kalo lapar jeeeeeeee:

*ringgggggg* or *buzzzzzzzz*

hani : lapar lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huaaaaaaa

lily : oh ewkkk, kitorang ade masak bla3, meh la naik ats huhuhu~

hani : okay!

n kalo dorg xmasak pula

*ringgggggg* or *buzzzzzzzz*

hani : lapar lahhhhhhhhhhhhh perut bunyi222

pika : oh ehh, kita ada masak ni, hani dtg la lewis makan..

tapi kalau dua2 tade

*ringgggggggggggggg*

unknown : helo, is this Nur? im calling from obies, can you please wait in front of Lewis? thank you.

hani : oh okay i'll come now!! :D

ha senang tak hidup? mkanan di hujung jari je. haha. sekarang nak mkan kne masak aaa weh. xdenye org nk sumbat makanan dlam mulut dah.

pastu aritu buat photoshoot utk salam perantauan. details dia xnk cerita, kang panas balik lak isu ni. tp pendek kata dua2 pihak salah. but that day i wore a pink selendang and my ugly baju kurung *cough2* that my sister got for me. i dont think im gonna wear baju kurung on raya though, its frickin friday, and i got 4 classes. nak tambah lg? i have an exam on my 3rd raya. so basically raya is nothing for me actually. plus got no duit raya also lahhhh :(

pikot dah fly gi ireland last friday, and safely arrived too. my friend fara gets to fly to aussie, oh together with safwan too. so congrats to both of them. hihi.. ain n aliya are flying later too, prolly in september. and shahril also. ha tapi dayah flew to US and dah start belaja juga. yeayy! hopefully we could meet lah.

n i believe i've forgotten all my crushes and gossips dah skrang hahaha. =P tapi rsa lonely la pula sem ni sbab dah xjumpa budak2 lain dah. yela, kelas asek straight non-stop and bukan dekat bangunan sama pun mcm maneee nk jumpa haa.

okay xtahu nak ckap apa lak. cuma rasa blog berhabuk sgt. so ciaow.

manusia2

2010-08-29T18:06:00.000-07:00

cuba before nak salahkan orang kita tengok kita ada buat salah tak?

fall semester

2010-08-24T18:48:00.001-07:00

-new freshmen

-some new clothes *cough*

-new room..n new roomate

-lacking the appetite

-all new spirited Hani..NOT

-hopefully tomorrow is a good day..i hope so.

update email oh email. ym oh ym.

2010-08-19T22:53:00.000-07:00

i remembered last time when i sent my salam perantauan, stupid 'Utusan' didnt make my email private. and a guy added me at ym, he was studying at ib, but nothing further than that happened. but still, Utusan should be aware of privacy issue.

and today, some random guy added me at ym. this time he told me a friend of mine, a girl gave him my email. urghh. and he looked for my picture in salam perantauan and asked which one is me. and when i said i was wearing purple hijab, he said that i needed to give him more than that, he is color blind. hahahaahaha, bodo gile. when i told my friend about him, then it crossed my mind that a person with color blind can't differentiate red and green. cis, i should have said something about that to him earlier, but i just forgot. and the way he chatted, is utterly annoying. no need to explain further, kang masuk under mengata lak. haha. so basically dats just it. just wanna write about it here.

ps: if only i knew the girl that gave him my email, i'd break her legs. okay joking. not. semi.

SHIT BARU ABES POST DIE DAH YM BALIK. i'll update later of what i'll do with him later kah3

I KNEW IT WAS A PRANK! I SWEAR IF I KNOW WHO HE IS, IM GONNA BREAK HIS LIMBS. HE STARTED TO ASK ME SOME XXX QUESTIONS, SAYING THAT HE IS BEING HORNY. LIKE FOR GOD SAKE, KO TU MELAYU BANGANG. JANGAN AH NAK MAINKAN ORANG TO THE EXTENT OF THAT ESPECIALLY IN THE HOLY MONTH. LELAKI MELAYU SEKARANG MEMANG TAK GUNA HABIS. AND AT ONE INSTANT HE SAID HE LOOKED AT THE PICTURE I POSTED IN UTUSAN. FIRSTLY, I DIDNT EVEN GAVE HIM THE LINK TO THE PIC. SECONDLY, HE SAID HE WAS COLOR BLIND, WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS WEARING PURPLE. DEAR MR. MORON, A PERSON WITH COLOR BLIND CANT DIFFERENTIATE RED AND GREEN. SO BEFORE YOU STUPIDLY FOOL YOURSELF IN FRONT OF YOUR VICTIM, TRY TO LEARN SOME FACTS. BAHLUL BETUL. AND SAYING THAT YOU STUDIED IN UK, WITH YOUR DISGRACEFUL GRAMMAR, PLEASE, DO YOU THINK I WOULD EVER BELIEVE YOU? THE WHOLE CONVERSATION WAS TO SEE TO WHAT EXTENT ARE YOU REALLY CAPABLE OF PULLING A SHITTY PRANK. SO HERE'S THE ID : rafique_d I BET YOU ARE GONNA DELETE THE ACCOUNT HUH AFTER THIS? SUIT YOURSELF ASSHOLE. KO NAK MESS UP DGAN AK, KO MMG SALAH BESAR WEYY. KO BELUM KNAL LG AK SAPE. TNYE BUDAK2 MSIA DLU.

SALAM PERANTAUAN

2010-08-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

haha baru je hantar gambar ni terus Utusan approve. Utusan mmg awesome wa ckap lu weyyy. usha weyyy jgan xushaa hihihi~ :D

http://xtive.utusan.com.my/salam_perantauan/display.php?id=1450

i knew it!

2010-08-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

it was PMS dat did this! muahahahaha. last time i got moody and get pissed so easily. n this time it made me felt lonely n sober. damn you PMS! pwahahahaa

lonely

2010-08-13T22:22:00.000-07:00

aku xtahu kenapa tp dah semgu lebih rsa lonely gile. symptom ape nihh.. nk kene dkatkn diri dgn Allah nie haha.. tp ntah la, seyes rsa lonely gile..

ramadhan

2010-08-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

so dis is my 5th year celebrating ramadhan without my family, including the years in taiping. i still remembered how i cried n the first day of fasting in taiping, haha.. since that is my 1st year in boarding school, and the rest like me cried as well.. :)

i dont remember the food, maybe just average. n i rarely went to sahur, coz im too sleepy. n during tarawih, we performed it in the hall, felt so much more comfortable with air conditioner in it. n i was looking forward to the imam as well, haha.. well apprently i like one of my senior, so when it was his turn, i was all geared up hahahahaa..

i performed tarawih tonight at my room because i woke up late. i still had classes until friday and we are moving out this saturday, urgh that's gonna be tough. oh, the cute guy in my class is going to take the exam on thursday, a day earlier. gonna miss him lol.. he broke his hand last week, i wonder what happened.

ps: he looked so much more fine with the cast, hahahaa, am i being too weird? lol.

lab exam was good, i hope so. im gonna miss my TA, n my friends in the lab. seriously i love orgo lab! it was so much fun!

i have no idea of what to eat to break my fast from now onwards.. oh now i feel more braver? since its ramadhan guys, haaha.. but still i dun think i cud muster enough courage to watch horror movies. =P

its 12am right now. hurm, i think dats it for now.. just wanna have a new entry, not dat something big happened haha.. might call home today, kalau rajin la haha..

hari jumaat

2010-08-06T11:27:00.000-07:00

td ade presentation econ. peh kalat cm hape je. dgn speaking nye terlunggang langgang. makin dtg US ni ptut english lg bgus, ni lg truk ade aa. sbb da jrg converse in english. cacatnye haaa hani oyyy. pstu td usha2 dlm hosp. pehh bau ubat kuat gilee. n bgunan die jgn ckp wey, mewah habis. taw aa private, ni interior dh mcm hotel ak tgok. n dpt bill hp. aih mahal bebenor. malas lak nk gune line ni ceh. sape nk gune ym me ok? kite bincanggg.

bosannya rasa

2010-08-06T00:04:00.000-07:00

im doing my essay on microeconomics right now. almost done, but ive got so many things to say. well its not dat hard as ive expected.

gonna start fasting next week. dat means growling stomach in class which is totally embarrassing. n also losing more weight. seriously im depressed with my figure. it is true dat im lucky to eat anything, anytime dat i want n does not need to worry over being fat. but my figure is like an elementary school je taw! urgh. kurus mcam papan je haih.

and idk why, ive been feeling lonely lately. is it the hormones? rse mcam lmbt je lg nk pms ni. haih. ni super pre-pms ke hape nih.. n then there's the moving out. will be living in lewis for a year after this. urm.. idk why but having a roomate can be troublesome. especially if you dont bond well. not to mention that you dont get your own space, your own privacy.

sometimes i just want to go travel alone, leaving everybody behind. i wanna meet new people, new place. sticking with the same people sometimes worn me off. not to mention how people changes over time, may it be over a guy or just, she just changes with no apparent reason. n sometimes people just dissapoint you. like when ur supposed to keep a secret, n then that person told the secret to other people. bloody retarded people. n also when jokes get too far, people get annoyed, they tell their loved one, n this supposedly ur loved one attacks you like a stupid moron who gets pms, for the fact that he is not even a girl. n when people only finds you when they need something. when they're having fun, they leave u behind.

being a human is hard. nk jd kucing ah. mkan, tido, main dgn tuan. kalo bengang cakar2 org. grrr. haha.

off to eat. lapar. bored!!!!!!

ps: AK XFHAM PEREMPUAN BODOH DKT MSIA NIH. N LELAKI XGUNE JUGA LA. PNDAI BUAT ANAK PSTU BUANG. SUSAH2 KO KANDUNG 9 BULAN. KOT YE PUN KO MIANG SGT, SUSAH SGT KE NK BELI CONDOM? BODO BTUL. JMPE DEPAN MATA AK PREMPUAN SPECIES NI AK SEBAT2 DPN PUBLIC. BANGANG BTUL.

of random things..

2010-08-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

before i sleep, it just cross my mind to just list down random things

-cant really digest spicy food now, tend to get stomach ache. cacat gile pdhal org utara makan je pedas. prolly because ive not eaten them over a year, when i was a freshman.

-sick of sushi and chillis now. prolly not eating them for a long period after this, until i had my appetite back

-been swimming for at least once a week. but now dat more people has been going swimming as well, i wanna try climbing this week, gotta find time..

-ive cried over house,greys anatomy, transformer 2,salt,zettai kareshi (japanese movie) and 1 litre of tear(japanese drama).

-i wanna go shopping T_T

-im lonely

-the next day after tomorrow is faidhi's bday. have not been close with him lately..

-if given a choice between diet and exercise..i think i will go with exercise. i cant imagine me resisting myself from eating. at least after you eat,you burn it off with exercise. but ive never really diet nor exercise haha. thank god.

-i miss bazaar ramadhan. im not ready for ramadhan. :| no delicous food, more sad raya songs, exams on raya.. so raya sucks

-im sleepin. no idea. sorry for the lame post. nite.

mayfield

2010-07-31T14:21:00.001-07:00

living with 10 people under one roof can be both fun and stressing at times. people can get too loud. people can be too quiet. it depends on what the circumstances are; if ur studying for an exam, being too loud can be a bit of a pain in the ass. and if ur bored and no one is there, then that sucks too. haha. we usually play rockband on weekends sometimes. or watch movies. or chitchat. girls' thing..

n eating is another thing. its hard to divide stuff with 10 people. because some dont eat at all, i mean she buys her food by herself. n some eat, but they dont pay. *cough2* now that is a pain in the ass. so i sometimes buy stuff for the house. since i cant cook lol, that's the only way that i think i can be fair to everyone.

so yeah, it depends on how you see things. i'll be leavin mayfield in less than a month, im sure im gonna miss this house; i got to b closer to people that i barely talk before. n learn about people too, their attitude.

sekian report pglaman mayfield saya. off to orgo report.

sniff2

2010-07-29T16:26:00.001-07:00

teringat msa dulu raya dapat duit raya mesti bau2 punye duit kertas baru. haha. a habit of mine to kinda sniff new stuff. except bende kotor heh. tp skrg da tak dapat dah..

tp da lama xbau duit sbb asek gune card je skrg. off for a babeltea evening! sniff2 new paper money

ps: buat hw malam ni esok kne htar urghhh pemalas nye hani. *smacks head*

wiken saya

2010-07-26T14:28:00.000-07:00

kenal tak lelaki nie? nama die Fujiki Nauhito. die pgang character 'buchou' --> adik bradik boss la dlam cite 'hotaru no hikari'. wiken lepas baru thu ade hotaru no hikari 2. nsib bru 3 epi. so tgok cite tu ari sabtu. huhuuu~~

tapi...die da kawen.. umur 38... seriously please jgn ckap i like old guys? cuba ckap these guys je awet muda bole? hihi.. sukaaaaaaaaa 'buchou'!! nk lelaki mcm ni bole tak?

ini lak nama die Mizushima Hiro. mula2 kenal die dlam Hana Kimi, pstu dlm Zettai Kareshi. masa tu xminat rmbut die cm meggi hitam yuck. pastu ahad yakni smalam tgok cite Mei-chan no Shitsuji. die umur 26.

basically cite tu pasal budak perempuan nama Mei ni ayah die org kaya, tp plih utk hidup ordinary. n bile parents die mati. Hiro ni dtg. ckap yg die butler Mei. die pegi skola St. Lucia, skola utk girls kaya. each of these ladies has a handsome,guy butler. n Hiro punye character nama Hirito. nak thu yg lain tgok cite ni la. pehhhh kalo la dpt butler mcm Hirito, haih xtahu bole jd sewel rasa. n masa last episode tu, die kiss (kyaaaaaaaa~ :-*) heroin tu. pstu die ckap 'ssssshhhhhh, this will be our secret. romance between a lady n a butler is prohibited'. peh mcm nak pengsan je. *rewind part tu byak2 kali*

okay ini eye candy utk semua org. tapi sedih huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, die pun da kawinnnnn. :|

haih malangnye nasib.

n sbnarnye nma dorg xingt sgt pun, td kne gi cr2 lak nma kt pic dia. xfamiliar lg dgn nama jepun, korea bole laa. soon baby, im gonna remember ur names to be my collection muahahahaha

ps: ade org tnye soalan dkt formspring knpa prmpuan suke lelaki korea. n jepun skali la. jwapannya? salahkan director2 movies n dramas ni. suke amek lelaki stok hensem n memenuhi kualiti perempuan nak. mcm mna xspazzing?

n oh sambil2 tu buat lab orgo yg bosan. arini nak habiskan lab. n exam dpt oke kih3.

ps : sape nk promote crite jepun yg ala2 comedy+romantic+sweet2 mcm crite di atas boleh la promote dgn mengomen post ini ye. tapi criteria utama drama tu mesti ade lelaki hensem, kalo x, xtgok hahahah siyes wehhh =P

this anger is gonna stay for quite a long time

2010-07-22T22:09:00.000-07:00

guys pissed me off this week. officially avoiding any kind of connection with these people. fucking retarded bastards. its the days of the month, its my post, a little bit of exaggeration is perfectly fine for me. and again, anonymity. im just super mad that i cant even focus right now. ttyl.

bole x nak belajar martial art?

2010-07-21T17:10:00.001-07:00

tae kwan do ke. boxing ke. nnt xpuas hati dgn org bole belasah kuat2. hahaha! grrr.

saturday

2010-07-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

i took 2 tylenol pills and damn it knocked me down badly. my eyes were so heavy that i surrendered; slept for couple of hours and now im awake. its the day of the months, so the first day wore me off the worst, and that explained me taking those pills. now gotta start doing my homework.

watched inception last night. it was awesome! i like this one character called Arthur, his eyes are just sexyyyyy. dont let me start on the movies, it was one of the science fiction that made you mentally exhausted after 2 hour and a half watching. n danggg i love leonardo di caprio now, his acting is just amazingggg. i think this genre suits him the best. the first movie that made me love him is shutter island (putting aside titanic). you guys definitely need to watch this movie! but this japanese/chinese/korean character kinda pissed me off bcoz his accent is so hard to undestand! urgh.

okay see you later then. xoxo

change in plan.

2010-07-13T12:39:00.001-07:00

hopefully its for the better.

window shopping. sorry gmba besa gedabak malas nk edit

2010-07-06T23:25:00.000-07:00

urghhh cantik x kemeja tue? lately i kinda dig this style. cantik kotttttt.. urghhh

jacket nie pun comel, bole pkai mse fall kot. urghhh temptation temptation

i cud opt for a casual outing with this one as well

n dis baby is so da daring lah weyyy

haih, i wish i cud have my 500usd right now. seeeeeeriouslyyyyyy

hadiah2

2010-07-05T12:16:00.000-07:00

SAPE NAK BELANJA SAYA BOLEH NIEEEE. XMAHAL, 60USD JE CAMPUR SHIPPING. AHHHHH.. T____T

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2010-07-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

i shouldnt be picky since the very beginning..

i shouldnt be getting my hopes high since the very beginning..

now dat i knew, man dat kinda sucks..

i wish they cud make it easier, dun let us felt hanging like this. okay maybe just me..

gotta set my priority first.. ah life is so hard.

ah i still cant forget! babo' hani! :(

saturday outings n monday's misery

2010-06-28T13:43:00.000-07:00

i spent the whole saturday doing fun things. i kicked off the day watching world cup match, uruguay vs south korea. i knew that uruguay would have won the game because they had good defensing and great passing skill. hey, im new to soccer so some terms i might say might not be the exact words ;) 3 teams that i am rooting for are uruguay, german n spain. i wont be discussing about my favorite players here because that would take another whole post entry, haha.. names should suffice; they are 1) the goalkeeper from uruguay,muslera, 2)mesut oezil from german n 3)pique n 4)fabregas from spain.

then at evening, my friends invited me to go shopping at coolspring. n i did buy some stuff like a pair of crocs and some shirts for me n my twin. n also someone gave an early present for my birthday haha. thanks baby! ;)

since i was hungry, i planned to have dinner at chillis. now this has some kind of twisty story going over and here i am, trying to explain this. this original going out for a dinner is a plan of mine with this other guy, A because we had these coupons for free dessert, however the coupons were void. but i just continued with the dinner. n it was raining that night, and several people have been messaging me at the same time. n turned out i gave the wrong message (those messages are for A) about going by cars since it was raining to a girl, B who invited me to go for a movie night at the time. n she got confused, n asked me where was i going; then i simply invited her and her roomate. n there were 12 of us, we rode a van n a car. i did ask A to invite any guys before because he might be shy since out of 12 of us, he's the only guy. but no guys wanted to go. so we simply headed to chillis. you see the point?

originally, me n A-->i invited friends that went shopping with me--> i invited girls whom i sent the wrong message to

it was not like a whole batch outing or something like that. n then after the dinner, me and some of my friends went to watch a movie while the rest went straight home. i did call some of my friends to ask whether they wanna go for a movie night or not; some of them didnt pick up, some of them were working.

so i wanna clarify one thing, i aint gonna take responsibility if you felt sad of being left out or mad because I DID NOT PLAN A WHOLE BATCH OUTING. IT JUST TURNED OUT TO BE A QUITE LARGE GROUP OUTING, WITH NO INTENTION OF PURPOSELY DISSING ANYONE OUT OF IT. so if you wanna get mad at me or any of us, go ahead. im not going to effin care about it. not my problem.

ps : n i heard some stories. just wanna say a piece of my mind. selling people's history or secret to make friends.. that is a cheap n disgraceful thing. YOU WANNA BE IN THE GANG, ACT LIKE UR IN THE GANG.

n monday's misery is another thing dat i dont wanna tell in public. just wanna say that IM DOOMED!

taiping 2

2010-06-21T15:34:00.000-07:00

teringt lg fes day puasa dkt tping..ak la yg fes2 mngis.. pstu alih2 sume budak yg fes time dduk boarding school pun ngis. pikot sume. hihi.. n then aten n faziera la yg pjuk2..dorg prnh dduk asrama da.. mkn pun xlalu..sbb xsdap. haha.. n sbb sedih juga la. =P tp 2nd day dah okayy..

skrg ni smbil study dgr lagu raya. ganti puasa xhabis lg, puasa pun belum lg, dah dgr lgu raya.. lol. cacatttt2.. urm, mse freshman n sophomore yr ak mmg elak dgr lgu raya, kalo dgr pun, dgr sorg2.. sbb xnk rse sedih. haha.. n lama2, raya pun dah rse xde mkna.. sbb ade exam msa raya. n mse dkt msia pun xbest sgt pun raya. ha nia de 2 teori. either bile makin tua makin xbest.. sbb dpt duit raya sikit (which is odd sbb mse akk ak dlu die dpt byk je! bile ak da besa duit raya xsebyak zmn akk ak lak humph! =P) or da 2nd theory wud be that since i lost both my grandparents from both sides, so it didnt feel special anymore. n raya selalunye ak balik belah mak, biase aa perempuan kn, haha.. tp mlgnye mak ak lak byk adik beradik lelaki, n u know the rest, dorg pun balik la rumh mentua msg2. pfft. lol. n also sbb mak dah malas buat kuih raya, asek beli kuih raya xsdap je! hahahaha!

ha teringt balik mse awl2 dtg taiping lagi. 2nd day tu pegi aa mkn bfast. half boiled egg yg org sllu mkn dgn kicap. skali lg bajet cool, makan je bende tu. skali kuar tpt mkn (alamak lupe nma tpt mkn, ape eh term die?) muntah depan2 tue! eeee malu nye haaaaaa blergh. pstu msa ptg kn ade sukan tu. aaa shit lupe aa. mse rekreasi aa kire kah3 skema gile perkataan. ade satu masa tu ak lepak sorg2, sbb awl2 lg kn. mls nk main game sume. pstu tibe2 akk ldp tu dtg dkt ak, akk ldp yg assist ak mse fes day tue, refer to this post. die tnye asl ak dduk sorg2, xde kwn ke, klasmate ke..pstu tibe2 sebak dah nk ngis, akk tu kalat dah kakaka, pstu die pun cm ckp, eh relak2 jgn ngis. pstu die cuak kot then tgl ak sorg2. haha.. haih mcm2..

kalo ikut byk post lg nie psal taiping, haha.. sile tungguuuuu. kalo xberminat nk bc tape gk. xyh bca, sng je. haha =P

taiping 1

2010-06-21T01:04:00.000-07:00

tibe2 teringt mse dkt taiping pula.. fes day msuk, lambai2 dkt mak. akk ldp (pengawas) tnya, xsedih ke, dgn cool je jwab tak. pstu die tnye, prnh dduk asrama ke, jwb tak juga.. skali tgok keta da blah, peh sebak cm nk ngis da..tp tahan2, control macho weyy.

pstu mlm tu tido kroh3. esok pg kalat bgun awal hell. n oh. XRETI KEMAS KATIL. nk tegangkan cadar pun xreti. so hajar, cubemate yg buat. hahaha.. smpai hbis f5 pun ak xrse cadar katil ak plg tegang, kah3 (eventho ak sdri ldp).

n then petang tu or wiken tu ngis2 nk balik. ak dduk dkt tgkt 2 asrama, klua pintu je ade phone booth aa. dgn xmalunye ngis cm budak2 xdpt cokelat, dhla ngis kuat gile.. smpai org tgh stdy dkt dpan pun perasan, siap pgil2 hajar suh pujuk ak. n ak dgn machonye lg tepis die kuat2 kah3. lps ngis mak xlyn rayuan nk kuar asrama, msuk asrama, smbg ngis snyap2 bwh bntal. lps tu xckp dgn sape2 punye la lama. haha.. setahun kot merayu mnta klua. msuk f5, pasrah da..

itu cite dkt asrama. dkt kelas lak.. mmg wrong timing hbs. ak 3rd intake msuk tping. so mse fes day msuk tu org tgh exam2. fes day exam. ak miss da. skali esok tu ckgu ckp ak kne amek exam. peh ak rse mcm nk sumpah seranah. kwang haja nye maktab. wrong timing hbis kot ye pun nk 3rd intake. grr. dhla msuk klas sume muka nerd2 stdy xingt dunia. tp bila lama2 da kt ctu..ak tnye classmates, 1st impression ak. n da same,expected answer.. GARANG N SOMBONG. hahahaha. sumpah stiap kali ak tnye org, 1st impression mse jumpe msti dpt jwpn tu. haha. mslah2.

ok tu je nk ckp. random kn? nk tido. bye.

ps: kalo hajar bc post nie mesti nnt die komen ckp, yeayy, nma org kene sbut dlm blog. pstu gedik2. haha. =P

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2010-06-14T00:38:00.000-07:00

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ah siot

2010-06-10T22:36:00.000-07:00

malam ni, no no, since petang td x buat pape lgsung! seyes shitto. balik2 lyan tenet, tgok muvi. haihh.

pdhal orgo xfham sgt pun. byk bnde lak bertimbun nk kene baca hahaha. shitttttt. =.=

dhla lab mcm sampah td. hehh

my 2nd official summer class

2010-06-09T17:01:00.000-07:00

it rained heavily. since i ended my lab early, i went home first. IN RAIN. now my head is sick. urgh.

n i was super excited when i finished the lab 15min before 3! while everyone else was waiting for their very first drop of distillation, i had already collected my last one. kih3. xtahu kenapa ak nye laju sgt. dhla first time habis lab awal2.

n then the lecture session. super urgh. dah xingt sgt bnde2 awal2 dlu belaja. those hybridization things. =.=

oh btw, someone forgot to buy me a souvenir huaaaaaaa. siap ckap either i mistaken A for someone else. (because i asked from almost everyone for souvenirs hahahaha!) :(

okay la off to bath n study.. hikhikhik!!

-PART 2- and the rest of it.

2010-06-06T15:19:00.001-07:00

n on the next few days, the graduating seniors finally are leaving Nashville for good. we had to make several trips because there were not enough cars. and there were sad, teary moments as well. i had to admit that im sadder this time prolly because im a bit closer to them than the super senior before. but not to the extend of crying. i almost did, seeing the others crying. haha. but im just being cool lah konon. =P

then on our way back home, we went to smoothie king. yummy! so basically thats it kot.

n then few days after, i went shopping, (i hate to say the word 'AGAIN' hihi) at coolspring. i bought few clothes, jeans and something else haha. now im kinda broke. crap. not seriously broke but i just cant afford to go shopping anymore. eventhough i am dying to go for another trip! its summer sale kot! sigh.. unless la ade orang nak belanja heee~

n class starts in two days. i cannot have anymore excuse. kinda scared actually. for the whole june and july, im gonna have a 3 hours lecture and 4 hours of lab weekly! scary isnt it? :(

and i still didnt get a textbook yet. i asked a friend of mine to buy it back in malaysia, but he cant. dahla bagitahu at da very last minute. THANK YOU VERY MUCH LA EH? PFFT.

you see, i dont mind people knowing that im mad or angry at any right moment dat i deserved. kalo tak mna org nk tahu. but who cares heh. dah2 tuka topic.

n last nite me and my housemates went to watch 'killer's starring Ashton Kutcher and Katherine Heigl. man i swear everytime Ashton Kutcher came out, EVERY GIRL IN THE CINEMA GIGGLED. puhahahahaha! n of course, we were very grateful of his 6-pack kah3! omg did i sound just pretty pervert? hahahahaahah. but he was just too yummy! how i wish to be Demi Moore for just ONE FREAKIN DAY. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

its sunday today,sunday evening. n they will be coming back from malaysia tonite, my batch. n tomorrow is my very last day to fool around sobs. aaaa cuakkkkkkkkk. T____T

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the faithful part is darn accurate!

this test sure is accurate woahhhh okayyyyy study balik sheesh T_Tps : and what the hell, mula2 tgok low level of masculine, so mcm relieved, skali tgok feminine level lg rendah! damn dah kalo bukn masculine, tmbah lg bukn feminine, what doest that exactly make me? T_T

i need to send those things quick. haiyo

it is almost a month, but i'm already exhausted. junior semester sure is killing me.

crazy hormones are raging

sweet luvah

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HAJAR

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SALAM PERANTAUAN

i knew it!

this test sure is accurate woahhhh okayyyyy study balik sheesh T_T

ps : and what the hell, mula2 tgok low level of masculine, so mcm relieved, skali tgok feminine level lg rendah! damn dah kalo bukn masculine, tmbah lg bukn feminine, what doest that exactly make me? T_T

update email oh email. ym oh ym.