Thursday, July 30, 2009


i was actually looking for morning glory. i forgot the reason. lol. but i sort of came across about rose. i know that the number of roses that you gave someone has meaning. and i found this, and it is simpy fabulous. haha.. enjoy.

  • 1 Rose = Love at first sight; you are the one
  • 2 Roses = Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
  • 3 Roses = I love you
  • 6 Roses = I want to be yours
  • 7 Roses = I’m infatuated with you
  • 9 Roses = An eternal love, together as long as we live
  • 10 Roses = You are perfect
  • 11 Roses = You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
  • 12 Roses = Be my steady
  • 13 Roses = Secret Admirer
  • 15 Roses = I am truly sorry, please forgive me
  • 20 Roses = Believe me, I am sincere towards you
  • 21 Roses = I am devoted to you
  • 24 Roses = Can’t stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
  • 33 Roses = Saying ‘I love you’ with great affection
  • 36 Roses = I will remember our romantic moments
  • 40 Roses = My love for you is genuine
  • 50 Roses = Regretless love, this is
  • 99 Roses = I will love you for as long as I live
  • 100 Roses = Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
  • 101 Roses = You are my one and only love
  • 108 Roses = Please marry me!
  • 365 Roses = Can’t stop thinking about you, each and everyday
  • 999 Roses = Everlasting and Eternal Love

999 roses can also means “I’m Rich”. Good luck anyway!

ha, i remembered why im looking for morning glory. i used to live in alor star,kedah. and i enjoy the beauty of morning glory, eventhough it doesn't has sweet scent. and that is the last time me seeing morning glory. seriously. T_T andddddd... maybe that is why i love lavender now? the purple color? =)

my soap now is lavender scent too. >.<

and i used to love sunflower when im in elementary school. hoho!

and my mom loves planting bougainvilla. ergh. i think they are just plain boring. no nice scent, not dat beautiful. but. after a year of not seeing it, i had to say that i miss it. haha.. ^^,

Saturday, July 25, 2009

grateful. birthday

my mom, my sis, and some people around me used to say that i am not grateful for what i have. always. say dat.

like when i knew that im coming to vandy, when i got the phone call, im not that thrilled, yeah like for sure when i got da call in the morning, i was pretty excited to the extend of me callin popo directly after dat, and even cryin. haha.. but after that, i dun feel anything. it was just the excitement over the first phone call.

i only get excited over small things like going shopping (like seriously who doesn't kan?!) haha..
well, i thought about this a lot, and maybe because i was satisfied enough to get UM before the vandy offer. ive planned a lot already, i planned that studying in UM would be awesome because i could meet my friends, because most of them are studying there, in various Us still. but it doesnt matter.

and also recently. my exam grade. it was improving from the first to the second one. but comparing myself to my friend who scored much better, i became sad. my mark was like the average of the class, which was pretty high compared to the ones during spring. yet when my friends scored even better than me, i became envious, and i kept questioning myself. i studied the real way now, putting aside things that might distract me. so that's why i got pretty devastated over my mark.

then, i cried. i talked to my sis. and she said that some things need hard work in order to achieve it. and i was like, isn't my work hard enough? and i got pretty emotional for a couple of hours, i guess. then i calmed myself and thought about this matter over again (muhasabah). muhasabah really helps me to judge myself better. its a good thing, i like it. it helps me in becoming a better person, i believe.

and i thought back, from the first to the second exam, i have aims. like i wanted to do less mistakes in these sections. and judging from the exam, i did did well in these sections, means my aim is accomplished (dunno the right word. >.<) and also i thought that my mistake is clumsiness. and for the fact that i came 20 mins late, haha, fortunately phillips doesn't really mind, in fact, he gave us all additional an hour to stay if the 2 hours were not sufficient.

so i thought that. maybe i might be slow in catching up things, but my aims are accomplished, and maybe i might be one of the those that might work extra hard than others. or God might be testing me. yeah i might be irrational or devastated over it for certain period of time, but remember, muhasabah can help you to look over things fairly and dunno, clear out your view about things.

haha, just a reminder to myself.

oh finally, i guessed, i managed to remember my family members' birthdays. haha. yeah i know people said that how could you not remember these people's birthdays. i was like taken aback a bit, but, i don't know. im not interested in remembering this numbers. even i dont remember phone numbers. when i had my handphone, i just used the speed dial, its much more convenient and easier. haha. besides,celebrating birthday is just. a bit sad for me. maybe because of her? i think so too, yes because of her. don't bother to know. haha. >.<

abah : 4/1 (april fool, i remembered this pretty easily!)
mak : i believe. 8/13. i'll reconfirm later! oh bad haniiiiiii.
long : 4/23
ajat : 4/26 (see? 3 people in a month!)
emir : 7/18

i believe. faidhi has the same birthday like my mom's. oh, i need sumthin or sumoneeeeee to remind me my friends' birthdays la. haha.

but sometimes. i dunno. for me its kinda weird for people that are not too close with this person, is super excited about his or her birthday. yeah i noe people are saying then that is a good thing la kan. haha, but i just think that its weird. and especially in fb for example, its sumone's bday, and u dun even noe dat person well. and since people are commenting sayin happy bday. somehow you just have the feeling of needing to wish too. haha, and also the bday guy/girl will reply their comments. nah, for me la, i think such 'obligation' (well it is for me) is too tiring.

people surely will say im evil or weird or whatever. haha. but dunno la. just wanna express what i feel la. accept it or not. this is. me. and maybe it will change. or not. people changes eventually you know. lol.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

He's Just Not That Into You

i really love this movie! justin long is just so handsome! his husky voice that i can't forget.
i especially like part 1:52:50. u've gotta watch it! aaaaaa, me goin crazyyyy!~

Thursday, July 16, 2009

100 truths

i was tagged in fb, so i plan to write it here. nnt rmai org thu,xhot la. huuuuu~

1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: none
3. Last text message: no handphone crapppppppppp
4. Last song you listened to: mola-ing (korean song)
5. Last time you cried: yesterday. dumbledore died. =(

6. Dated someone twice: oh no...
7. Been cheated on: oh no too....
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no. haha.
9. Lost someone special: YES.
10. Been depressed: DEFINITELY
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.

12. -- blue
13. -- pink
14. -- hurm, purple? any soft colors wud do, depending on mood

15. Made a new friend: oh yes!
16. Fallen in of love: oh. yes! ^^
17. Laughed until you cried: yes too!! =P
18. Met someone who changed you : yeah. =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: erm. so-so
20. Found out someone was talking about you: noe..well actually.. maybe..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: not a chance! =P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: tonnes of em
23. How many kids do you want?: woaaaaaaa. dunno. too young 4 dat.
24. Do you have any pets: now? noe. =(
25. Do you want to change your name: maybe. hihi..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: erm. bday surprise by sumone..
27. What time did you wake up today: 9.13am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching story. hihi..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: vacationnnn. bf. wakaka!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2008
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: dunno. its not dat good, yet it is not dat bad either.
32. What are you listening to right now : kekasih yg x dianggap
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: oh yes. tom billings. lol.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: kassim. wakaka!
35. Most visited webpage: facebook. kbites. =D
36. Whats your real name: nur farahani nordin
37. Nicknames: hani, jeng. -_-'
38. Relationship Status: broken heart. lol.
39. Zodiac sign: scorpio
40. Male or female? : f
41. Primary School?: sk taman uda, sk methodist, sk kg. kedah
42. Secondary School?: sm panglima bukit gantang, mrsm taiping
43. High school/college?: vanderbilt
44. Hair colour: brown. haha. black laaaa.
45. Long or short: haha. middle. keh3.
46. Height: 160. ok tipu. minus 3-4cm. crap.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: oh yes baby.
48: What do you like about yourself?: hurm. other people dun like dis bout me. but dis makes me, me. cakap direct. huuuu~ ^^
49. Piercings: hell no.
50. Tattoos: hell no...
51. Righty or lefty: lefty!

52. First surgery: none. dis is gettin bored.
53. First piercing: xde kan. sekeh kanggg
54. First best friend: mastika suhaila
55. First sport you joined: running
56. First vacation: langkawi. i gues.
58. First pair of trainers: dunno.

59. Eating: lpas dinner
60. Drinking: plain water
61. I'm about to: study. konon la.
62. Listening to: ft island
63. Waiting on: real holiday man!

64. Want kids?: T_T
65. Get Married?: i dun wanna think of dis yet, too young for dat. wuts da rushing.
66. Career?: sigh. i dun noe la. hurmph.

67. Lips or eyes: def lips. short sighted eyes, pfft.
68. Hugs or kisses: huuuuu! BOTH! =D
69. Shorter or taller: taller!!
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both ;)
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: depends.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: a mix of both

76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: no. T_T
80. Broken someone's heart: ...
82. Been arrested: x
83. Turned someone down: ...
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: used to. ;)

86. Yourself: so so
87. Miracles: so so
88. Love at first sight: so so
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: no. yes. well actually i dunno. hahahaha!
92. Angels: so so

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no. maybe. yes. ^^
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: mrsm taiping
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what day would it be? : hurm..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sumtimes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: u noe me well to say dat im lyin or not. =)

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

of harry potter and half blood prince

worst sequel of harry potter ever.

not worth of my 2 hours and a half.

sorry for da short post. i am just. dissapointed. with the overrated harry potter.

lol, emo x? >.<

Saturday, July 11, 2009

2nd half summer

am getting more familiar with new roomates.

glad i'm done with the first half summer. got an improvement. >.<

and now suffering through the 2nd half summer, gosh. i couldn't imagine going through the same cycle next year, but with tougher ones.. READ : organic chemistry. urgh.

i have made up my mind, by junior, i am only going to take only one class in summer, or none at all!

and i have finally finished reading twilight, felt like i've been fooled by the movie. there's so much cutting and editing here and there. and now, i should been studying yet i am hooked on new moon.

but i am pretty dissapointed though, not so many parts about edward. =(

and sorry jacob, i know ur a nice guy. but i couldn't help but to give all my love and support to edward. muahahaha!

my sis has been travelling to europe now. gosh i am so envy of her. if i have performed better, i shouldn't have been taking the 2nd half, and i would be spending a week in europe now. =(

but i hate crying over spilt milk for the fact dat nothing can be changed now. so i ended getting pissed at myself, then get over it. haha..

global fest is around the corner. i guess. not really looking forward thou. but, nahhh. no idea.

oh, harry potter! next wednesday! gotta ace my exam and watch it excitedly! im thrilled!!!!

oh n also, gettin hooked on 2ne1 n snsd. big bang just a bit. i couldnt stop bursting into laugher watching family outing (korean show), dae sung (big bang) is just too funny. haha!

dats about it i guess. gotta continued reading new moon, and do some serious studying today!

oh, i woke up late, what can you expect,sleeping just after the subuh prayer today. and the evening is spent lagha-ing and doing my homework. i need to study. study HANI!!!!

oh seriously last part, i went to parthenon yesterday with roomates. i guess i prefer snapping the envi and everything than human i guess. lol. gotta go to da snapping human part later on. need to ace my skill with the cam. oh the cam is definitely worth da price! (but still prefer it would cost like 20-30 bucks cheaper. cess.)
c ya!~

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

LaSt WeEk!

- i officially ruined my Zune.

- i still haven't gotten yet my camera. cpt sikit bookstore boley x?

- final this friday

- 4.04 am, n okay nk tido.

- i'll update this blog by weekend.

- 4th july this friday, not like im celebrating it, but wanna watch couple of movies, please? =P

- oh, i wanna gain weight. like seriously. please la. down3.

- wants to do some shopping too. cpt la saleeeeeeee. >.<

- must finish reading novels this weekend! one by meg cabot n also twilight. well, just wanna finish some books, before next week starts. not-so-new-stuff to learn lak.

- hani jgan malas2 oh. mgu ni je okay? lepas ni merdeka kejap, smbung la stalk org ke, gossipin ke..

- oh, i had a great day yesterday! people consolin and gossipin to chill me after havin an emotional breakdown. oh, byak gile update gossip lama2, gelak2, oh so happy. =)