6TH DAY, WHICH IS TODAY - WET N WILD

this is basically a water park, like BUKIT MERAH n SUNWAY LAGOON. will update later too, sleepy oo

4TH DAY n 5TH DAY - UNIVERSAL STUDIO N ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE (UPDATED)

I HATE POPEYE. NO I HATE MYSELF ACT. UPDATED LATER, TOO FREEZING RIGHT NOW.

ops asek lupe update smpai xingt hari. universal studio part i'll update later. gomen2.

okay jom cerita psal ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE! :D

i dun remember the sequence, like which ride did i ride first, so doesnt matter la. the first ride was the JURASSIC PARK RIVER ADVENTURE. it was awesome la. like mula2 tu die intro dinosaur ala2 skema gitu, then msuk some kind of like prohobited area kononnya, dinosaur mengganas, mcm cuak2, pstu tibe2 je naik tinggi laju nk mati, pstu jtuh lju gile. ni mcm water ride aa. seriously dtg cni bwa poncho or kalo x sumpah nyesal.

n then DUDLEY DO-RIGHT RIPSAW FALLS. ni sumpah best gile. siap record vid kejap. die mcm one boat ni naik 4 org, die pusing2 kt tpat atas tu, then sekali jatuh ke bwah like tinggi nak mati n laju gile. SERIOUSLY RECOMMENDED!

pstu kitorang beratur for 2 hours nak main THE AMAZING ADVENTURES OF SPIDERMAN. ni sumpah 5/5! dun hesitant over the wait, ini mmg best gile aaaaaaaaaaa, tp xsgup beratur lg skali, skali ckup la, haha. eventho 3D tp mmg best gile, ade one time ni kitorg ibrat cm jtuh bgunan tinggi nk mati, pstu spiderman punye web slmatkan kitorang. xleh describe aa, kne main. sape kta xbest, bwa dtg, meh nk argue. :D

pstu last kitorg main POPEYE N ULTO BILGE-RAT BARGES. ni kire water raft rapid aa. sjuk nk mati n bes gile gak. yg ni n RIPSAW FALLS td mmg 4/5 aa kire. ni pun best gak, lg extreme a bit, extreme i mean lg best compared to other water raft rapids, tp sbb sjuk gile, n serious shit u def need a poncho here, if not ur goin to be 99% wet i swore. sumpah, i didnt bring my poncho, n sjuk n basah nk mati, main sekali menggigil2 n da rest main like 3 kali. kalo main byk kali, sumpah mati terbeku ctu.

pstu ade je lgi POSEIDON'S FURY, its like a tour over beautiful stuff they built la, tp kne tngu sejam for just a walking guided tour, so kitorang didnt make it. lg ade gak roller coasters tp kitorang xnaik juga. rse mcm a waste x xmain sume? sbb xckup msa. :( nnt serius nk dtg lg sekali florida ni. :)

n sebab nnt 2010 they'ss reveal a new game, HARRY POTTER, like wut da hell wey, best baiiii.

n then byak lg tp xnaik, tp tpat ni serius mcm dlm kartun, buildings die cntik sgat. mmg best. nk honeymoon kt florida pun recommended, besides Korea. :D

okay nk siap2 tido sbb esok prgi disneyworld, kne bgun awal. T_T

FLORIDA BABY! 2ND DAY n 3RD DAY :D

so yesterday we went to SEAWORLD. n today we went SHOPPING. nothing much about shopping, except that we shopped obviously, haha. bought a sweater, very comfy one, n also my very first handbag, hahaha, both from CONVERSE. n then bought my very first skinny jeans too. smuanye da FIRST here, :D

okay here comes da SEAWORLD part. this one a bit boring la but less scary than the first day. ade SHAMU PERF, which is da killer whale perf la, ala whale yg comel wrna hitam n tompok putih dkt mata die tu. comel laa. ade record vid, tp tngu balik vandy bru post. while we were waiting for the seating, me n Syu went exploring the place a bit la. n i rode this roller coaster for kids, restraining myself from screaming coz malu la hello? rmai budak2 je kot yg naik, ni kire practice utk da next next roller coasters la.. hihi. n then pusing2 tpat tu kot. xingt dah. T__T shud hav written da 2nd day blog yesterday. heh.

then we rode MANTA, but it was like night already. but MANTA was pretty cool. seriously i didnt scream, AT ALL. bangga x, please? tp muka masam je. haha. this ride was different than the others coz da whole time, we were positioned like superman, this kinda superman was less scary. mmg best aa. kot. tp nak naik lg skali fkir byk kali dlu kot. haha.

pastu naik JOURNEY TO ATLANTIS. ni palinggggggg bestttt sbb dduk sblah mmat american mne tah, xde la kacak gile tp not bad, wahaha. yg ni Alia n Ju xnaik sbb aritu mmg sejuk gilee n dis ride involved water la. kire mcm from a very high place, we went down real fast, n kitorg ingt one kinda fall je, turned out another 2 was waiting for us. BEST AAAAAAAA ! <3

lepas tu tgok SEA LION PERF, comel je dorg. haha. mcm dorg tgh buat cite pirate cri treasure, n sea lion tulun2 la. huhu. pastu nmpak other Malaysian students tp xkenal la. pastu prgi tgok SHARK ENCOUNTER, which was pretty boring, n then xingt sgt la. n then as usual la ade those bears dkat gift shops sume omigodddd comel gile tp xleh beli sbb kne jimat duit waaaaaaa gile terseksa zahir batin. T____T

pstu ha lg satu menarik juga! kitorg experienced the movie POLAR EXPRESS, ini dorg sume kta xbest, but i really enjoyed it. best!! mcm nk tgok cite tu je. kire kitorg dlm train tu, n then we experienced the journey thru da train la, beratur lma gile omigod. pstu dah xingt. sori. nnt kalo ingt i'll edit this post. haha.

okay baru ingt sikit. malam tu kalo x nk tgok fireworks tp sbb sjuk sgat, so kitorang pun balik. n then nk naik paddling swans n this one tower ni, but both kne byar, mcm da heckkkk, da byak entrance kasi la yg lain sume free. reject one point tuk SEAWORLD! haha

oh n arini after mkan kitorg prgi mkan dkt one restaurant ni called 'AHMED', haha, teringt Nouri everytime they mentioned Ahmed.

esok pergi UNIVERSAL STUDIO, hrap2 best weeehooooo. kali ni wajib beli bear. eh wait, DISNEYWORLD kot. eh ntah. lyannnnn.

ciaow.

ITS FLORIDA BABY! :) PART 1

okay where should i begin with? hurmmmmm :D

okay a bit about the journey. it took like 12 hours of so. n dis is da first time of me sleeping like for da whole journey,sumpah x tipu. before ni prgi summer camp tido for half an hour,tu pun bile da smpai forest tu. but dis time, bile msuk je kete tu, eventho padat nk mati nye ha dkt blkg tu, serius mata automatic shut down. buka kjp kt gas station, pstu pening2 lalat lntas smbung tido. giler22. but bile da nk smpai florida tu, mcm riang gile aa, pgg tingkap xrse sjuk baii. walaweh!! lagi sjuk dr summer vandy which is like nice la.

okay so ptg tu ktorg rhat je. n mlam tu lak ktorg gi fun fair old town. its like da typical fun fairs la. but there's this thing i forgot wut its name. basically ur hang high up in the air n ur kind of like flying like superman. bile tgok bnde tu,sumpah fkir, sape kta superman tu best? gile hell menakutkn terbang tu. bygkn tercabut nye ha wire tu or skali trbang2 trsangkut atas pokok, ha tahniah la weyh. pstu pusing2 je la kt ctu, ade satu game tu mcm yoyo lak tp gile tinggi n berpusing2 byk kali. @_@ then kitorang gi gift shop, brg disney cm shirts pants sume like murh gile. but then cntrol nfsu, relaxxxx, xprgi disneyworld lg kn. so usha2 je la. then balik tido.

esok pagi which is todayyyy, i woke up da lambat-est. which is so like me. haha. kenot2 sleep awal la,dh trbiasa. ps: pdhal ngntuk je. then ktorg gi BUSCH GARDENS. da first ride dat we took was GWAZI. ade 2 jenis roller coasters dkt GWAZI ni, lion n tiger. dorg sme je, basically they are roller coasters yg rails die made of wood. dhla ak dduk sorg2 dgn sorg american boy ni, comel la, tp jerit klah ak. n i even wore my spec! punye la tkut naik smpai xsmpt nk jerit, asek fix spec tkut terbabas lak. n then dah naik wooden rails tu, bunyi die cm creepy gile aa dgan goyang2 lg. n then parts where kite rse mcm terapung, punggung xtrsntuh seat, sumpah rse mcm nk trcabut je, dgn seatbelt xketat sgt. ni la bahana tgok final destiantion, pdhal xtgok full pun, tgok roller coaster je fkir mcm2, fkir tercabut terpelanting la, roller coaster berhenti kt tgah la. mmg sakai aa.

lepas tu ktorang naik roller coaster yg ade air, TIDAL WAVE n FALLS FLUME, nie xtkut sgt pun. teruja nak kene air je. oh did i tell u dat da weather was not sunny? it was like cloudy n sumtimes it wud rain n sumtimes it stopped. then main RIVER RAPIDS lak. RIVER RAPIDS kire mcm whitewater rafting ke nmanye yg main msa freshie dlu, but less scary.

then dorg pergi main roller coaster KUMBA, this one has bunches of 360 dgree rounds, so bye2 la wey. im not good with things that affect balancing. once i played this game at fun fair, when i was in Msia, it was like spinning 360 up n down, me ending up puking through da whole ride home. T_T

n then dorg prgi main CAROUSEL CARAVAN while me n Syu rode PHOENIX. dis one, it turned 360 slowly taw. like its forming U shape, then slowly making an O shape. like holy shit. sumpah kaki menggeletar mcm kne sawan. xprcaya tnye Syu. mmg gileeeee aaaaaaaa!!!! knon nk backup sbb xmain KUMBA aa. hampes tul. then hujan lak, tp kitorang usha2 sekeliling tu la, mcm booths games la. like one play for 3usd. games die mcm a bit sush tp rewards die mmg heaven dow. teddy bear besa gilakkkkkk!! mmg jeles aa tgok org bwa balik teddy bear besaw2. ni sumpah besar gile wey. i ended up just taking pics with em. how pathetic.

n then prgi 4D theater, crite pirates, cite tu mmg LAME basi aa. but then the effects were awesome la, like there's one point ni some bad guys were stung by bees. n then the bees appeared as if they were aiming for us too. n then water spitting, even we felt water being spitted to us, not like sumone did la, but they shot water to us la. n then naik SKYRIDE, basically like cable car but lg laju aa. turn kitorg mmg lucky coz there were like many times the skyrides got stucked bcause of operation probs. so we're lucky to not be stucked up in the air. ps : abg kerje ctu sumpah hensem. xsehensem brad pitt la tp under category hensem aa. nk tgkp gmbar xsempat. serius. hihi. <3

lps tu pergi another roller coaster called MONTU, this one pun byk pusing2 360 degrees. act serius nak naik but there's one part ni, dorg pusing2 bntuk bulat dgn kepala kaki terbalik sume,kecut perut den. this one only Adah n Syu rode, yg lain sume pening n tkut --> Hani. pstu pusing2 tgok burung, tgok harimau putih, tgok buaya malas, tgok ape nma bnde2 Mesir-related tu la. pstu balik naik TRAIN; the screeching sound of the train is just a pain in the u noe wut. dhla slow gile. its not like a train balik nk klua trus, but more going to the entrance part. BUSCH GARDENS ni sgtlah hugeeeeee. so bile da smpai, dorg sume naik yg ultimate king of all roller coasters, the SHEIKRA, ,ni mmg insane gile, there's like 2 times where u'll go down straight 90 degrees. dhla paling tinggggggggiiiiii sekali, so imagine aa wey. unimaginable? go google. @_@ ini smua naik xcept me n Alia. A. rse mcam loser aa xnaik, esp bcoz SHEIKRA is like the main reason why u come to BUSCH GARDEN, but i dun mind la (Act i do mind but xkesah la). then finale prgi main bumper car. act riding roller coasters were my first time, playing bumper car, even going to theme park is my first time. call me a loser, huhu. but msa blik serius kaki skit gile jlan nonstop.

tomorrow we're going to SEAWORLD, hopefully i'll ride at least 2 roller coasters. hihi. this one has more water-roller coasters, so hopefully i wont freaked out much. n hopefully lg best dr arini. nnt gmbar i'll upload. the internet here is so friggin slow. mcm dkt msia. okay da end. :)

bursting. bo peep bo peep bo!

i hav 2 issues rite now which are kinda personal. u noe, a girl just cant hav a hugeeeeee ego! shit hani. i dunno how to face them n start it act. n i still didnt check it, my parents surely wont let it slip away, i mean they're goin to ask rite? there goes an update ms mimie. things are kinda vague thou. sorry.

charlie bite me

ORIGINAL VERSION

AUTOTUNE VERSION

GHOST VERSION

AH SAKIT PERUT

OKAY I SWEAR IM FREAKIN LAZY TODAY. JUST ENDED MY STATIC EXAM JUST NOW AND THEN I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY, FROM 2 TO 6. MY GOD. N THEN I CHECKED MY EMAIL. JUST READ THAT LORI SAID THE EXAM IS GOING TO BE IN SC. DHLA PG TD 8.50AM BRU NK GI KLAS. PEGI2 KALAT TGOK XAM DKT SC5326. LARI2 CR KELAS XJMPE. t__________________t MSUK2 SUME USHA.

N THEN CHECK EMAIL LG, AVERAGE BIO 78. OKAY SERIUS NK MNCARUT. BABI! PSTU DOWN2 MKAN2 LAGHA SMPAI SKRG. MAIN TETRIS. MAN IM LIFELESS. AFTER NI SERIUS STUDY AA. DA ONE BELOW HERE IS THE ONE I TOOK FROM MIRAH'S BLOG. JOM LAYAN! =)

Bold the statements that ARE true to you . Italicize the statements that you WISH were true . Leave the fibs alone . Then , tag 5 people to do the same test . M NOT GOIN TO TAG ANYONE, BUT MAYBE FARA CAN DO ONE? XD

I'm 170cm tall (HOPE SO T__T)

I dont know what i want at the moment

Im not happy

I hate my life

I hate my friends

I hate my grades

I can drive

Im bored of driving

I have a white handbag (NEVER HAVE ONE. WANNA GIVE ME ONE? :D)

I love dancing

I go clubbing every week

Shopping is bullshit

I have a tattoo of a star

I got my navel pierced

I have friends that take drugs

90% of my friends smoke

I still hangout with my ex, eventhough our break up was rather nasty

Im studying fashion

I have a bussiness running

I hate cartoons

I hate someone (LESS OF A HATRED)

I have 10 lolipops handbags

I buy CLEO every month

My parents dont know about my blog...hehehe :D

I have an ipod

I dont have faith in the current "one."

My school mates know about my blog

I wanted to be a fashion designer (KAH3 INI DLU AA TAPI, MSA SKOLA)

I love rock emo bands

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups (KDANG2 AAA)

Im a rebel

I dont believe in love

High school's filled with drama

My parents have faith in me

I've bought shoes this month

A blogger bitched about me before

I hate sports (MAN DIS IS TRUE)

I heart italians food

I hate meeting new people (SOMETIMES LA, IM NOT GUD IN APPROACHING NEW PEOPLE)

I hate nail polish

The mother bear gives me hugs

People should start appreciating me (HIK2 >.<)

High school was the worst time of my life (SO TRUEEE, I MEAN WHO DA HELL LIKES HISTORY SUBJECT? WHO DA HELL LIKES SKEM LDP LIKE ME? I HATE MYSELF TOO, HAHAHAHA!)

I have red hair

One Utama is my second home

Im a guy

Im scared of my Biology exam which im going to face tomorrow

I hate vacations

We'll last :)

I believe in long distance relationships

Im going to get high and smoke weed one day soon

I've robbed an old lady

Im starting to start applying make-up (OH SHIT INI XRETI. SAPE NK AJAR? KEKEKE~)

I was a tomboy (OKAY NIE NK BRAG SKET AA. MSA KECIK DLU MAK SRUH PEGI PSAR. AK PEGI PKAI SLUAR BAJU SUME. N THEN ORG KDAI TU CKAP, ABANG NK APA? GILE BABENG BANGGA AA. HAHAHAAH. MMG DLU TOMBOY GILE AA. XSUKE TUL DRESS2 NIE. P/S: TP ADE TEDDYBEAR BESAR PINK,BODOOO!! HAHAAH <3)

At times i think i still am a tomboy (SAPE SETUJU AGKAT TGAN!)

I love bithcing about people behind their backs

I still have a bestfriend

I have a cat

I hate surprised parties (SOMETIMES)

I hate planning parties (DIS IS MORE ON A NEUTRAL SIDE LA TPI)

Im hot (DUH LIKE 4 SURE LA. HIHI. BAK CKP FAIDHI, PANAS NERAKA. SHIT3. HAHAHA!)

Im a sinner

I've got a DS Light

I have a WII

I can live without music

Video games are a waste of time

I miss the father bear

I love being in love

I know how to cook (OKAY NK BLJAR MSAK AA NNT...............)

I have 100% freedom

Boys are assholes

I hate math (BUT I HATE GRAPHS N AREA N VOLUME STUFF THOU. SHOOT!)

Im happy with what i have

I love horror films

I slept in my parent's room for 3 days after watching Scream when i was kid

My old friends keep in touch with me

I dont read newspapers

The news is such a waste of time

Blogging is a waste of time

I hate animals

I cant live without make-up

I curse like a pirate

Im happy with my 11 year old car

I hate people that are smart

I love Orange juice

I cant drink for nuts

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

I've got a new phone

Im going to get a pair of new shoes by the end of this month

I love swimming (I WISH I KNEW)

I haven't worked out since MAY

I think im fat

I love my friends and family (LOVE SIKIT2 JE? KIH3)

^^,

dis is just freakin adorable <3

its almost 4 in the morning

i love winter, seriously. but this is the time where my skin is in its worst condition, part of it is oily n part of it is drying. T_T and also unlike others who gain weight, i'll be extremely thin, veins are popping out at my palms n wrists. like seriously. i think i eat twice like others, but i keep getting hungry. =.=

kinda in a bad mood today. ended up not doing anything, watched 'my gf is a secret agent' n 'heundae' (2012 korean version). n then slept. n then, nothing.

gotta work my a** out from today. its the final hani. dun let these midterms bring u down. seriously im scared with this sem. everything is not working as i had planned. i dun wanna end it with the guilt feeling. i dun wanna repeat mymistakes again. what should i do? :( i dunno to whom shud i have a conversation.

last chance

if i wanna earn it, i gotta giv my all this time. do pray for me mak abah! :(

i dun wanna fell guilty or blaming myself for not knowing this or that after they ends tomorrow.

bosan2 bai

do you have something that works as a drug for you? not in a bad way, but the one dat triggers you, dat inspires you to work even harder? put aside the typical answers, like your parents and all that stuff, we all strive for that same reasons. mine is handsome guys. kah3! if ur bored or sick of studyin, close the book, look around you. no target found? go utubing. find those charming, handsome celebs dat u like. hihihi. lepas tu serius mata segar balik. not in a pervy wayyy. >.<

okay sudah2 mrepek. smbung balik.

txgivin break

dis txgivin break is definitely wisely spent, LAGHA-ING. =.=

ive not done anything beneficial since last weekend, actually i planned to start studying on monday, but then, u know, this friggin syaitonnnnn around me. bad hani!

so today i started doin some calc, man,i just knew dat i had calc exam next week! i jotted down the wrong date in my journal, which is like the next 3 weeks! tx god i did check again! so next week, i'll be sitting for 3 xams, bio, math n also physics. crappppppppppppppppppp.

n last weekend i asked anyone for any ghost story, and sarah gave me da ghost anime. n i ended up watching it for da whole 2 days. dah taw takut tp tgok sorg, i guess its a big improvement. kekeke~

n then after i ended dat series, i crave for animes more. the first anime dat i searched turned out to be lesbian kind of anime, so long then. next, the anime dat i searched was like da 18sx. n the ending is just scary. basically there's this hot guy. he likes A for example, then B,which was a girl helped him to get A, n then soon enough the guy n B fell in luv. n after dat B's best friend turned out to like da guy too. n then da guy's friend from middle school turned out to like him too. n then da guy n B's classmate turned out to be having affair with the guy too. da guy n B were classmates. tsk2, gile hot mmat tu. dhla miang. pangggg nnt. n da ending? B killed the guy because he went to A back, n then A killed B n brought da guy's head to a yacht belonged to A's family. eeigee so weird. hehh.

okay i shud be continuing studying calc now. gotta end this chapter tonight. n started reading bio. u gotta ace dis one hani. ingatt xxxx 2nd exam hancurrrrr. sedar skitttt!!!! okay. bye. dun miss me too much.

bengang

bad mood time.

its da friggin bored txgivin!! but better than havin ess durin dis break. hikhik!~

i have not done anything productive at all since yesterday! n it is just saturday n its killing me!

yesterday night we planned on watching 2 movies, the blind side at 10pm n new moon at 12am. but the one at 10pm was sold out, so we ended up watching the 10.30 one. how stupid we were, we should have just sneaked in the 10pm slot because there's the trailers and the commercials.

we did not finish watching the blind side because we were rushing to not miss new moon at all. we thought the room was on the other side, we ran madly to realise that the room for new moon was actually on the same side as the blind side's. pfft. i even ran till i lost my brooch. n i was already out of breath. shit. this is the result of not going to rec for 5 months. congrats hani, you did good. =.=

and for the fact that new moon was so devastating. haih. i regretted reading the book --> having so much of expectation. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!


blind side is so much better i swear that i kept trying to not cry couple of times. waaaaaaa!!! who wanna treat me to watch the blind side pretty please?

and today i was veryyyyy hungry. and i kept watching family outing and ANTM. yeah im a big fan of ANTM. n ive repeated dis vid

tonnes of times. im in luvvv with it. i dun dig hip hop very much. and when the digital single was released, i dun like it, but i kept listening to it tonnes of times because i loveeeee minzy 2NE1 n of course i have to support her! :)
and after watching the live perf, i was so freakin in love with it already, yeay!!
da 21st street musical was awesome.

and how on earth did kara honey won the mv award? W T F. ops.

and i dont know how am i going to spend the rest of my break. yeah probably i'll start studying next week. but man dis is boring! n someone invited me to go sumwhere dis winter break. yeay! n i already had another plan too, which was planned even earlier, ermmmmm. n then im goin back next summer. crap. n i have not done any shopping yet esp on the coming black friday. crappppp!!! i need more money. i hav some backup thou, like 200-300usd. im sellin books soon. so its my backup for my 1st plan, which was planned earlier. SORI ABAH, ABAH MCM KNE FULL SUPPORT JE FLIGHT TICKET? PLEASEEEEEEE? i'll strive real hard for my finals n u'll support my ticket? pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


aaaa i hav to call em la, but i gotta save money. no more skype credit. ajat ni cptla on9 org nk gune skype dieeeee. n she said emir missed me? da hek? haha. i called him b4 n he did not even want to talk to me. growin up boys, heh. hormon mcm prmpuan. kekeke. but cant say anything thou, he's the only boy, the youngest one, n first time living away from my parents, not really la, mak abah prnah gi umrah 2 kali da, he's been livin with my aunt in tping for that moments. but nahhh.

comelll~

lol bru thu mcm mna nk embed vid dr utube. tkan je la embed!!! aaaa pehal lame sgat nieeeee. =.=

haih

serius xfham bab 7,9,10 static. like serious shit. =.=

n cuak gile nk dpt markah cheme ni ya Allah. =(

n...nak tido. nite.

failed, funny attempt. i guess.

1st dream : Monday
locations : KLIA, home in Perak

*smua org siap2 nk blik nashville from summer break. mr. azri, the handsome jpa officer came too.*
hani : crap, mak kasi flight ticket tp xkasi passport. aaaaaa!!
*rushin blik rumah*
*on call with mom on the way home*
hani : mak, mak xkasi pasport hani aaaa!!!!
mak : ha, oww? oh ye keee,,,,
*mak buat bodo2, pstu trus hungup slow2*
*smpai rumah*
-amek pasport
-mak blik from nowhere kasi laptop bru. laptop lenovo,black color. da funny thing about this? da american sitting next to me in Biology's class on Monday had the exact one!
-okay pastu amek passport dr mak. and it was like 8pm already, n da flight is like at 11pm. i called mr. azri. then he said..
azri : hurm, kalo mcm tu esok awk blik sorg2 la esok, dh xsmpt nk buat mcm mna kan.
- n then my dream ended abruptly. org gerak bgun tido

2nd dream : Tuesday

nie agak random aa. but u know Fares, da junior? Arab guy tu? yg comel tu? die ajak kapel dlm mmpi. n kitorang kapel la. dhla die comel. die baik n sweeeet ohhh. hikhik. gile babeng lwak aaa. random nk mampus. hahahahahahahaha!

ok maybe da thing dat i wrote didnt sound as funny thou. down gile xam cheme td. mcm bangkai. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

dreams

i have 2 funny dreams these past 2 days. tell you later after my exam tonight. omg mcm mna la nie. =.=

when you know you cant go on..

you just go to sleep. hahaha.

actually boley je tapi otak da xnak beku, so dr lagha2 pstu ngntuk pstu xsmpt study, baik tido n bgun awal. pg td bgun awl gak aa, 8.15 ke, i noe cm org kta normal je la kul 8, tp tido lmbt oh, like kul 3 ke? xingt. pstu mgntuk, try tido 15min xnk gak, pegiii mandi. then then then study bio. smpai pkul 9.30. pstu tido blik sbb tkut ngntuk. lol. bgun 10.30, siap2 gi klas.

harommm nak fhamnya. saba je la, math 175 sucks!

pstu stdy labs physics, 2 labs gi xbca nye ha. amek! ha ape lg, amri!! lol. mata dan tgan mula xdduk diam msa xam, usha sna usha sni. badddd. =P

n DNA replication lak mha dewah complex, bca wikipedia kasi fham, tgok video utube, pehtu bca slides. alhamdulillah fham. =) ha ni DNA repair xbca gi, bru bca ala2 mukadimah die td. tp dh xleh focus, esok bgun awl la. lgpun kul 3 da act.

n mlam lak xam physics. haha. lgla xstudy. m considerin to drop this one. but i'll ace it out first, tgok mna mmpu. statics lg 8 hw je weh, psni rindu. (rindu ke?) btul la ckp po, mkin lma mkin keling, tp mende ape mkin lma xsusah n keling kan. better than physics!!!

oh mak n abah gi mekah jumaat ni. eh cepatnya? ingtkn haji buln 12. ke x ke.. ke ke ke... ok obv sucks subject spm nie. -_-'

nite2. wish me luck. <3

n oh, nov 20 cepatlah. new moon!!!!!! JJANG!!

happy birthday to me, happy homeworking to me too!

today is my birthday. hajar wished me first! =) n then this evening, my roomates brought me to have dinner at one vietnam restaurant. sweet and sour tilapia yum yum! >.<

n then i got babelti from uhuk2, tenks youuuuuu. <3

n on dis GLOOOOOORIOUSSSSS night, ill be doing my homework. how pathetic is dat?! wanna know my schedule after this?

next week : physics lab exam, static project due, physics exam, bioscience exam.
next 2 week : chem161 exam.
next 3 week : static exam.

FCUKKKKK!!! =.=

n i bought 2 pairs of pants, one for me n the other for my twin. hoho, its like polka dots, pink color. comelll~ =) hihihi..

andddddd....hurmmmmm...xtawuuuuu....ttyl!

thank goddddddddd there is no good movie this weekend! n i am rooting for new moon! yeayyyy saranghaeee!~ cepatla nov 20. =D

today

celebrating festivals are not very welcoming for me like almost every time. during Eid, i had exams, and on my birthday too, i got exams. and for da fact that i had fever, that was even worse. planning to do my homework tonight. probably after i bathed.

You and I

new song from 2ne1 member, park bom. lol smgat. >.<

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fall
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby


I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby


You and I together, It's just feeling alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..


credit to : whimsical being


dis is super sad. if you just listen to the song, for me, i didnt really give me dat strong impression, dat can make it stick to my head. but the mv. damn. im trying to not cry. like. hwaaaaaaa!!!



okay baru nk post BB klua lgu baru. <3>

fall break

within my four years here, i'll go to New York someday. n God bless, maybe Korea? =)

i watched paranormal activity. not as scary as i thought. blergh. but msa nk tido mmg susah gile, asek trbayang kaki kene tarik dgn hantu la, buka slimut nmpk hantu la. aish. not so quality sleep these days.

n cepatlah black friday omigoddddddd. have not been shopping since summer. >.<

and as for now, HW Day! 2 days of lagha-ing, time to study now! T_______________T

aja2 fighting!

4 in the morning

its 4 in the morning and probably after this, im gonna go to sleep. this week is heavenlyyy, no hw at all like for the first time dude, n even though certain things didnt go well, im anticipating the fall break next week!



n yesterday i watched the stepfather, awesomee, eventhough for the first hour, it was kinda bored, but the stepfather sure is creepy, he popped out out of nowhere, like crappppp. lol. n i screamed in the cinema, didnt really care act, others screamed too, lol~ n today the seniors did the open house. yesterday the juniors. the food was awesomeeeeee! i got to eat lemang finally. <3<3<3 what elseeee, oh i got static exam on monday, and i didnt study anything yet, haha. gonna start studying today, after i wake up. =D just watched 6 episodes of greys anatomy today, finished all nur kasih episodes, didnt like the story, but since i already watched it, gotta know the flow of story, man i hate dat girl sarah, psycho maniatic girl, wuteva you can name her. eeeee. n also i watched americas next top model cycle 13 episode 7, thank godddd kara was eliminated, she always criticised nicole. i realised that girls hating nicole ended up being eliminated. first the 2 black girls, n now kara. they spend too much time hating her doing a decent job, waitt, not decent, faaaaaaabulous job, instead of spending time on learning to model, duhhhhhh.



yeah basically dat was wut i did today. oh i watched family outing too! i miss dae sung, come back earlyyy! he requested tae hyun for this episode, n tae hyun came to replace him just for this episode, didnt know they were this close. >.< n i updated my song player in this blog, the latest songs dat im addicted to.



n oh one+one more things, i just hate when people lied to me. so please, just be truthful, like seriousy everyone. T___T i wudnt mind if im not part of it, but dun lied, i dunno,mybe u dun wanna include me in,i really dun mind,or u dun wanna upset me, but just, be honest. n also, bile aku kata pantang, i really2 mean it. if u crossed dat boundary, fuck you. when i say the word 'PANTANG' damn you guys, that was like my last warning, my last rational limit before im pissed off, before i start cursing u, before i start to feel like i just wanna smacked you directly. ok mengantuk nk tido. dun worry, im not mad, ok im lyin. its just dat i might be moody to some of you which leads to me not talking to you, for a while. sorry its the days of the month, u just chose the wrong timing to screw up with me.

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1.09am and a long way to go

i just downloaded flock browser. kinda exploring it right now, but going back to studying now.
and its pretty awesome. like i can post blog entry from here. n also there's like tiny side bar for facebook. n other stuff that im going to explore soon. do anticipate. focus physics! hopefully i'll do well eventhough i started revising rather late. -_-'

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definitely dissapointed. T_T

i know if i started long time beforeee, i would have got better. i am very sure. they seemed familiar but i cant recalled. you know how freakin annoying that made me felt. as if i'm an idiotic. i revised old stuff that i thought would linked to the new ones, but it seemed that failed. terribly disappointed. got scared, tried to focus on the coming one instead. now dat it seemed living is so hard.. felt like dying aahh.

i know things cant be changed, so i stopped complaining. n tried to make a life, surviving. but. im a person with no soul. aaah. :|

i definitely need to post this because its true! like seriously shit!

Scorpio Strength Keywords:

- Loyal
- Passionate
- Resourceful
- Observant
- Dynamic

Scorpio Weakness Keywords:

- Jealous
- Obsessive
- Suspicious
- Manipulative
- Unyielding

Scorpio and Independence:

Scorpios are fiercely independent. They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and they won't give up. They are perfectly suited to being on their own. They are not social butterflies like some other zodiac signs and some actually prefer to live on their own that way there is never any issue of who controls what at home, they like to be in control. (this part is not very true... hahahaha!)

Scorpio and Friendship:

Relationships with Scorpio are always complicated, just like the person, their relationships are a series of extremes, they can even be downright moody for no apparent reason. Scorpios are known for their possessiveness and jealousy but on the other hand, they are extremely loyal. Scorpios have an excellent memory and combined with an inability to let things go, they can hold a grudge against someone who did them harm forever, in fact a Scorpio rarely if never forgives and forgets. They will even go as far as get vengeance on the person. On the other hand, they will always remember a kind gesture forever and repay it. Any kind selfless gesture done to a Scorpio will gain trust and respect which is extremely important to them in any relationship, either romantic or not. The best advice is to be honest with a Scorpio friend and in return, you will gain an amazing friend you will never forget and who will be loyal to you and never make false promises. Their truthful and shocking sense of humor if different than that of any other zodiac sign and the Scorpio makes an amazing, powerful interesting friend that can be trusted.

Scorpio and Business:

Scorpios make excellent doctors, surgeons, (i know me n house suits each other, dayumn) scientists and leaders, they are perfectly suited to any form of business that makes a difference in the world, greatly impacts people and society and a most importantly, Scorpio has to be in a power position, this is why these careers are suited to the Scorpio, they all demand one person in supreme control giving orders and leading a unit of people/practices. In business, Scorpios tend to easily gather wealth, they make very wise business decisions and they are very conservative about spending their money. Scorpios are known for making money and hiding it, they will not announce it due to to fear that others will take the same route and becoming a possible competitor, or worse try to use the Scorpio to their advantage to use them for their money.

Scorpio and Temperament:

Scorpios are extremely ambitious, persistent and determined which is shown through a power hungry, controlling attitude. Not in a stubborn sense however, because a Scorpio will work for what they want and control will justified reasons. This is obvious to any onlooker. A Scorpio never gives up, they are so determined to reach their goal. The key to this success is their flexibility. They are able to re-survey a situation and take a different approach if necessary. This makes them very adaptable and versatile. Scorpios are fierce competitors, combined with their powers of observation and their excellent memory, they will recall facts and when necessary, bring them to the table at the time of need. They will win justly, with proper facts and arguments to support their thoughts and opinions. Scorpios are excellent at restoring order to a chaotic situation and they are just as capable of manipulating for their own greed and benefit. The un-evolved Scorpio is a very dangerous person because they use their powers to benefit only them and step on other people in order to satisfy their own greed.

Scorpio Deep Inside:

Scorpio is the most misunderstood of all astrology signs. They are all about intensity and contradictions. They like to be aware of a situation and always know what's going on, figuring this out with their probing mind, on the other hand, they are interested in the occult, the paranormal, conspiracy theories and other types of similar unknown mysteries. They are very capable of hiding their true feelings and motivations, they often have ulterior motives or a hidden agenda. (haa u think u know me? blerghh. ^^,)
Scorpios are all about control, they need to be in control at all times. To be out of control is very threatening, even dangerous to the Scorpio's psyche, when they control, they feel safe.
Scorpios are very emotional, their emotions are intensified, both good emotions and bad. (emo hani) Negative emotions of jealousy and resentment are hallmarks of this turbulent astrology sign. On the other side, Scorpios are well known for their forceful and powerful drive to succeed and their amazing dedication. Scorpios are constantly trying to understand their emotions through finding a deeper purpose in life.
Scorpios are very intuitive, but not as in a psychic sense, more as intuitive into the human mind, they have a great understanding of the mystery and the power of the human mind. (psychology is my option too >.<) Scorpios have a fear of failure which they keep hidden extremely well, should their confrontation not be successful, or their career fail, they will simply use their adaptive skill to quickly move and and leave the bad experience behind. Do not ever expect them to fess up or share their tale with ANYONE however because this shows signs of weakness and Scorpio always wins, they are always the self-proclaimed best! One of the reasons they seem like they always accomplish their goals is because they set tangible short-term goals that they know they can accomplish, they know what they are capable of and this is what they go for.
Scorpios are very weary about trusting anyone, a person needs to gain their trust and this gets built up over time and once all the 'trust tests' have been passed, Scorpio loves deeply and intensely. Underneath the cool exterior, energies and emotions are constantly flowing but the Scorpio deals with this be channeling this into useful activities, hobbies, relationships or a career. This is never apparent to the outside observer but knowing this fact explains why Scorpios are so passionate about whatever it is that they are undertaking. Scorpios have powerful instincts and they trust their own gut feeling (dr dlu xsuke dgr mak ckap nie haa, truk btul) which is another reason why a Scorpio seldom fails.
The ongoing lesson in life for those born under the Scorpio zodiac signs, is to channel their powerful energy into positive goals and not succumbing to the darker forces in life such as manipulation and greed, they will then have great success in their life and have a clean, happy conscience and a circle of friends they can trust and hold dear to them.

Scorpio in a Nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe.

i always find such quizzes, psychology thing to be fascinating because of how well they can understand human mind, not that i want people to know too many things about me (ok im lying, just a bit, but not all, scorpio is secretive taw, awwww, haha)

are we close?

Many people have wondered why we tend to verbally attack our closest family members when we have any reason to be angry or upset. Despite any rationalizations we may do, in most cases, anger is not a very loving act.

Why is it that we often treat strangers much better than we treat our own children, spouses and others close to us?

The reason is actually fairly simple. We show considerably more anger towards people we love because the more we love someone, the more open our heart tends to be.

That in itself is not an issue -- in fact, that is how it should be. The problem is that the more open we are, the more vulnerable we are to those close to us. When a stressful situation involving a family member arises, a protective shield of anger comes into play. This is why we lash out at our family far more violently than we would at a stranger.



these are taken from my senior's note, which i find true. indeed. self explanatory. im not saying that when im treating you harshly, dat means im closer to you (which is true) n it is right for me to do dat. just understand why would i be reacting like dat to you sometimes (basically all the time), i would be very grateful of you. =)



n also, "The problem is that the more open we are, the more vulnerable we are to those close to us.". this strucked me the most. im not the type of person that have many friends. just a few, but closer, which is preferable. i did have few person that manage to make me be so vulnerable in front of them, haha. i cried in front of them, i told them almost all stories about my crushes, my wishes, my dreams, my dissapointments, my study thing, me arguing with others and other things. and one of them just made something that made me hard to trust anyone now. i dont know how to put it in word. i know myself very well i would say. its like when you are desperately and vulnerably depending on a person, and he or she dissapointed you or simply broke the relationship, you dont know how much it impact me. :|

tomorrow : cheme exam. gosh. im afraid. dont be malas2 hani.

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well study thing is going erm....better, slightlyy. got my results already. although i sucked hellish in one of them, =( the others were, i would say im in a safe zone.

got cheme test next week, and the next week, 3 exams. one word, DAMN.

and, i keep getting sleepier nowadays. sleep more than 8 hours sometimes. erghhh.

n im surrounded with people that keep sneezing and coughing. i mean come on guys, it has been weeks, dun u take medicine?! so tomorrow im going for the flu shot! i was like, erghhhh, i noe that they dun want to be like that too, coughing and sneezing here and there, but, please, its a public place. take medicine, get rest, sleep like there's no tomorrow. whatever it takes to make you feel better. just get cured. T_T

i have no appetite currently. n i feel like vomiting every time i eat the same food over and over again. haih. like seriously, its not like im bulimic or stuff like dat. but. aigoooooo.

oh im officially addicted to house and antm now! =) too bad house is not a badass as he used to be before, which is good, but less interesting. but we'll see how things go. and antm, i like this one red hair girl, innocent type yet she's da bomb! dun remember her name. haha.

n its officially fall now!!! its gettin colder, which is great, for me. drier skin is the most obvious thing, but this sucks. n hopefully we'll have more snow this year. =D

im super sad today

thank god he wasnt sleeping yet. well he almost, but he managed to read my message n called me, via skype of course. i felt so devastated, n till now. finally i cried again in front of him, virtually. n someone saw me, danggg. sigh.

no need to ask. just felt like writing in here.

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the cookies that me n my roomies made

the eid morning. me, aishah n aimi

dis is the picture of me n aimi during the last iftaar.

i wanna buy a great cam too! actually im not a big fan of slr, its too big n, nahh, dont know. but probably going to end up buying it since the photo quality is far better.

ramadhan has ended. we got eid celeb yesterday. ama n ira cooked 'rendang ayam' n 'kuah kacang'. yummy!

n welcome 3 exams. which i should start getting prepared by now. ( the sentence doesn't sound right huh? ) i got statics, physics n calculus. T_T interesting

n also, on saturday night i called my family n we chatted for a while. n emir talked to me. he asked when im going back to msia. n i said probably next yr, then he said then we can play fireworks. n i said, i wont be staying until eid. n he silenced for a while, then he said, then when ur back here in 2 yrs, bring a lot of money so we can play fireworks. haha. at first i found it to be funny. then a bit sad. sob2. oh well.

my sister just uploaded pictures of eid in msia, they went visiting my siblings so on and so forth. i used to not really like going here and there, eating the same food over and over again. but not i missed it! =(