Wednesday, March 30, 2011

2nd cheme experiment and other things

it is 3.03am and we are still not done with analyzing data. omg we just realized that the data that we had, made no sense at all, they were beyond stupidity, totally unacceptable. its like the pressure drop that we got for a certain value was 100 bars! that was like 98 atm! i know, WTF! i don't know what went into us, but as for me, im no good with annoying American units, so i didn't know bars are THAT CLOSE to atm! FML.

we are totally screwed this time. fml fml fml fml. and im sleepy. zzzz

oh yeah one thing! there was like an argument between my batchmates in FB few hours ago, something about proper muslimah attire and the right way to give advice and of so. so that kinda made my night pretty interesting, until the one that posted it deleted the post, dang!~ XD
so if any of you were to ask my opinion on this, here it is..

i still consider 20-ish to be part of the adolescence group because the crazy hormones are still raging, just like me. i will take myself as the example so that no one gets offended. so sometimes, i still keep doing things that i myself know well that it is wrong. for example, wearing skinny jeans, or hanging out with guy, just the two of us. we all know that those things are wrong, but sometimes there is the little me inside that is rebelling, either against myself or the whole world. it is just the matter of time for a person to change. or for him/her to get 'hidayah'.

im not saying that having the 'okay i know what i did is wrong, so its fine, i'll change sooner or later' attitude is good, but every people is not the same, they handled situations differently. so YES the way you give advice is IMPORTANT, and YES 'sape makan cili, die la rase pedasnye' ; some people can think wisely enough that no matter how effin pissed are they towards your insolent way of giving advice, they will change because they know that it is the right thing to do so; but there are also some that will rebel even more, its like you are pouring oil to flaming fire.

so as for me, sometimes the way people advice you can kinda irritate, and deep inside, the bad me are exploding; suggesting me to rebel even more. sometimes i fail yet sometimes i can resist the bad me. i am the type that can only receive advice from close friends. when those that are not that close advices me, i got very pissed off. i know what they say is right, but like i say, different people handles things differently. you know what im saying right? cool.

oh and also Hilmi made chicken porridge for me! okay i lied, he made porridge for us (my friends too), but i kept bugging him so can i take the credit as if he's making it for me? hahaha. and sedappppp thanks!~ :) well actually its more like a barter, i'm treating him to Quiznos tomorrow. i don't like Quiznos very much! yuck! =P and Aishah treat me for yummayyyyyy dadih hihi. :D

ps: and oh, i would appreciate it if people dont talk about what i write in blog in public, in front of me. like when i wrote about A, then other person will talk about A in front of me and other people. there are reasons why i wrote them on blog you know, i don't feel like going around telling everyone everything. its not that every person in Vandy read my blog right? and even if they do so, they don't literally reblog or discuss about what i write in FB or make an announcement or poster about it right? you know what im saying? so read my blog, and keep it to yourself and myself, or just you and someone next to you. no need to make a big deal about it in front of me and a group of other people thank you. and also the conversation or anything that we used to have and do, and you keep bringing it up over and over again, it annoys me. for example, i talked with B about dinner, and B kept bringing the whole dinner conversation over and over again on every other days. duhh!

woah i didn't realize that this post is so damn long. take it you readers! XD