Thursday, March 31, 2011

100 facts about me #part 1

okay i was influenced to make this post because of Alia in my blog list. so hehe i'll do one too, because her facts are surprisingly similar to how i behave when i was a kid.

but i dont have cute images like the ones in her blog though :/

1) ive never wear braces before, because abah said my teeth are lined up prettily already HAHAHA. but gigi berlubang ade la urgh3. padan muka sbb mse kecik2 xsuke gosok gigi before tido. T_T

2) i grew up as a tomboy, read that peeps? haha. my twin used to wear skirts and girlish stuff while i opt for shorts and pants instead. but sometimes my mom made us wore similar clothes of different colors. i used to be sooooo proud that at one instance, my mom asked me to buy something from the grocery store. so i went there wearing pants and tshirt and my cap. and the owner of the shop asked me, 'abang nak beli apa?' HAHAHAHAHA SUMPAH BANGGA KEMBANG HIDUNG GILE MSE TU!!! lollll

and also there was this one time when i was in Standard 5, a guy from my tuition place asked whether im a guy or a girl because of my short hair that time ( ops kdg2 xpkai tdung lg sbb masih prgai kanak2 lol). and btw my mom registered me to a Standard 6 class, so maybe they dont know me well, and the sis behind me then said if i want to sit with them (the seat at the back of the class was full with girls already, so i had no choice but to sit alone in front, thats why the guys were like confused if im a guy or not). and after school holiday, i wore scarf to go to my tuition place HAHAHA.

3)i used to hate pink color too..

4) but now i wear pink sometimes LOL

5) i used to be really skinny before..

6) and i am still skinny now kah3 poyo gile ya ampunnnn =P (but before i came to US, i weighed about 36/37kg percaya takkkk haaaa

7) ive never been in a relationship before (minus the stupid short relationship when i was in kindergarten hahahaha)

8) i gave nicknames to people that i like and that i hate HAHAHA so that i could talk about them with my close friends easily lol

9) i like big stuff compared to small stuff, like big teddy bear compared to small teddy bear. i also like to receive practical things as presents; i dont like things like keychains or cards. not that im being materialistic, but i prefer to get something that i can use over and over again or things that can remind me to the person.

10) im not good in posing before, idk how to actually smile, so i used to be very stiff or had this very awkward smile and posture in my pics before; lol i even think that i was the reason of why a pic looked bad before. now? better sikit ahhh, see the bone ah kah3! XD

okay i need to go to sleep now. ciaow sin chi. xoxo

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

2nd cheme experiment and other things

it is 3.03am and we are still not done with analyzing data. omg we just realized that the data that we had, made no sense at all, they were beyond stupidity, totally unacceptable. its like the pressure drop that we got for a certain value was 100 bars! that was like 98 atm! i know, WTF! i don't know what went into us, but as for me, im no good with annoying American units, so i didn't know bars are THAT CLOSE to atm! FML.

we are totally screwed this time. fml fml fml fml. and im sleepy. zzzz

oh yeah one thing! there was like an argument between my batchmates in FB few hours ago, something about proper muslimah attire and the right way to give advice and of so. so that kinda made my night pretty interesting, until the one that posted it deleted the post, dang!~ XD
so if any of you were to ask my opinion on this, here it is..

i still consider 20-ish to be part of the adolescence group because the crazy hormones are still raging, just like me. i will take myself as the example so that no one gets offended. so sometimes, i still keep doing things that i myself know well that it is wrong. for example, wearing skinny jeans, or hanging out with guy, just the two of us. we all know that those things are wrong, but sometimes there is the little me inside that is rebelling, either against myself or the whole world. it is just the matter of time for a person to change. or for him/her to get 'hidayah'.

im not saying that having the 'okay i know what i did is wrong, so its fine, i'll change sooner or later' attitude is good, but every people is not the same, they handled situations differently. so YES the way you give advice is IMPORTANT, and YES 'sape makan cili, die la rase pedasnye' ; some people can think wisely enough that no matter how effin pissed are they towards your insolent way of giving advice, they will change because they know that it is the right thing to do so; but there are also some that will rebel even more, its like you are pouring oil to flaming fire.

so as for me, sometimes the way people advice you can kinda irritate, and deep inside, the bad me are exploding; suggesting me to rebel even more. sometimes i fail yet sometimes i can resist the bad me. i am the type that can only receive advice from close friends. when those that are not that close advices me, i got very pissed off. i know what they say is right, but like i say, different people handles things differently. you know what im saying right? cool.

oh and also Hilmi made chicken porridge for me! okay i lied, he made porridge for us (my friends too), but i kept bugging him so can i take the credit as if he's making it for me? hahaha. and sedappppp thanks!~ :) well actually its more like a barter, i'm treating him to Quiznos tomorrow. i don't like Quiznos very much! yuck! =P and Aishah treat me for yummayyyyyy dadih hihi. :D

ps: and oh, i would appreciate it if people dont talk about what i write in blog in public, in front of me. like when i wrote about A, then other person will talk about A in front of me and other people. there are reasons why i wrote them on blog you know, i don't feel like going around telling everyone everything. its not that every person in Vandy read my blog right? and even if they do so, they don't literally reblog or discuss about what i write in FB or make an announcement or poster about it right? you know what im saying? so read my blog, and keep it to yourself and myself, or just you and someone next to you. no need to make a big deal about it in front of me and a group of other people thank you. and also the conversation or anything that we used to have and do, and you keep bringing it up over and over again, it annoys me. for example, i talked with B about dinner, and B kept bringing the whole dinner conversation over and over again on every other days. duhh!

woah i didn't realize that this post is so damn long. take it you readers! XD

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

adidas originals

im addicted to it. wait til i get my allowance next month! urgh there are just so many things to buy! oh i would love to get a pair of shoes from TOMS too thank you. add a sling bag from FOSSIL to the list please. but still, summer still is my priority. but maybe not anymore? okay3 study is my priority (errr) ah, need. to. control. my shopping desire!

Monday, March 21, 2011

quick update

so,i had the once-in-a-month pain on Saturday. dang it hurt so bad! since i agreed to have brunch with my friend, i can't say no that time. so i WENT with the pain killing me EACH MOMENT. urgh. i did not even eat much. as soon as i went back home, i took some pills and slept and walla~! I WOKE UP AT 8.21PM!!! so i basically slept all day long on Saturday. finished a memo that i had to submit on Monday and watched some stories and slept.

on Sunday, i had brunch at Best of India, had mango lassi! yummy!~ ^^ and i am officially broke now, paid the Gatlin trip stuff and all these eating. and i need to call home. but urgh that damn phone won't freaking work! so i usually ended up chatting with my dad because apparently he is the only person that picks up my call (boo mom! =P) but since im broke now, im gonna use my sister's skype (she has some kind of subscription where she has to pay a certain amount monthly to call home without any limit, no cellphone unfortunately) to call my home. fingers crossed, someone will pick up that phone!

Monday, March 14, 2011

because unrequited love sounds like a terrible thing.

class class class!

class starts today! i have two exams this week! and i didn't study anything yet!! i have been sleeping A LOT this break! T_____T i must sleep now. hul~

its going to rain today too! hopefully.. i can wear my rain boot! lol~

ps: is spring the new season of love? it used to be summer. so many people are dating now! let see let see, 1 couple, 2 couples, 3 couples, 4 couples! *jealous mode*

-hoping that there will be no more earthquake and tsunami in Japan-

Thursday, March 10, 2011

my spring break :)

soo, i have been planning my spring break since before the break actually, not a detailed plan, just a rough one; since i was only planning to go to Gatlinburg. i was actually planning a cabin trip of 10-15 people, but so many people were saving since they were heading back home to Malaysia this summer, plus an annoying guy that didn't want to join because he said it would be boring since there was only 9 people that time. and you know what? he actually was going on a trip of 5 people instead! so whether i failed my Math or he hated my trip or he's being a pain in the ***. i kinda calmed down soon since many things happened to his and my trip and it kinda made sense. you don't know how hard it was browsing here and there looking for a cabin at the very last minute for 15 people then to 10 people than finally to only 5 people. but still people kept saying it was expensive etc. telling the whole story here just don't seem like a good way to go so imma finish it until that point. but that guy, he ended up not going anywhere though. karma is a bitch.

the trip mates minus the photographer. :) there were only five of us for the trip

so we went on Tuesday morning, around 10am. it took 3 hour and 45 minutes to reach Gatlinburg. i slept almost the entire time since i was so sleepy LOL. could not really remember much.. we stopped somewhere to have our brunch and prayed. then continued on.. when we reached there, we looked for a parking place. and we walked around. we went to Ripley's Believe It or Not and Ripley's Maze. they were pretty interesting. :)

the ladies on a giant chair in Ripley's Believe It or Not

then we walked around again, stopped by at a candy store. continued walking here and there, and finally we got tired haha. we rode our car then looked for a place for dinner. we went to Red Lobster that night! haha, it was my first time. the restaurant has a nice and warm interior. the service was pretty good and fast. i had lobster, crab, shrimp and some fries. after our dinner, we looked for a nearby hotel, checked in, and slept. that was basically it. haha. everyone was so tired on that day.

our dinner at Red Lobster, yummy! but i prefer Joe's Crab Shack actually

the next day, we woke up half an hour before 11am, we were supposed to check out that time. everyone was rushing bathing and packing and dressing up haha. then we headed to WonderWork. i used to take picture there but i didn't know there was so many exciting things going on in there! we spent couple of hours in there playing games! ^^ then at 1pm, we went shopping at Tanger Outlet until 8.30pm! lol my feet were hurting so much haha. i bought a pair of sneakers that i posted just now, some jeans and pants. i wanted a Fossil sling bag so much! but i didnt buy one since i would be broke after that. ahhh my heart ache thinking of the bag. :( the bag was 60usd. i tried to look for it on the website but couldn't find it. THAT, IS THE MOST REGRETTABLE THING THAT I'VE DONE, not buying it. i don't want to borrow my friend's money to buy the bag because i don't like the indebted feeling you know? like each time you looked at the bag, then you'll remember, ahhh i still didn't pay his/her money for this bag or ahhh, i didn't use my own money for this bag, it just doesn't feel right.. :(

more pics in my facebook here.

this is how WonderWork looked like, awesome right?

the 360 degree-turn bike in WonderWork, lol i shouted so loud! =P

me trying rock-climbing for the very first time. at first i was pretty excited; halfway through, i chickened out hahahaha! but i continued anyway. XD

the sneakers that i bought hee~

woke up at 4pm today (hahahahahahaha) and had my late brunch/early dinner at Fiza's house. and today i made marble cake with her too. i still didn't watch 1LOT. might end up not watching it at all, coz i might be gloomy til the end of the break hahaha.

i should start studying too. urgh.

Nike Amor

tadaa!~~ cantik tak? heee beli kt gatlinburg smalam. weehoooo~~~
nnt update psal trip tue later this night or tomorrow

Wednesday, March 2, 2011



Possible behavior :
--> excessive emo
--> easily pissed
--> easily annoyed
--> irrational
--> making fuss over nonsense thing

Hani is in a bad mood, Hani is in a bad mood, Hani is in a bad mood.
And why are YOU reading my blog? You are making me shy.....HAHAHAHAHAHA

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

One Liter of Tear

have you ever heard or watch a story that WILL make you cry regardless of how many times that you watched it? i have one, and it is One Liter of Tear. i seriously cried almost 80-90% part of the story. im watching it AGAIN this spring break, and i'll be emo for a few days. aiyokk. so guys watch it!! here's the OST and a rather well-made MV of the drama

belanja topup handphone pelis?

bosan la.