there's a friend of mine.. her sister got married right after she graduated, she's 3 years older than me. not saying that this is bad (her husband is very handsome i tell you!)but yeah, some find early marriage is...outdated? i dont know how to put it in words, im not really fond of marrying at early age too, i mean marriage nie dituntut dlam islam kan, its a good thing, instead of dating. but yeah im not gonna argue over this lol.. and this friend of mine was like wishing her sis to get baby soon! i dont know, i am just not prepared to all this adult things though im 20 now. several weeks ago, there has been quite a stir over our PM's new plan for the development of our country, like the construction of this Mega Tower and also his plan about the night club hubs. yeah i just know a bit about these things. now that im 20, i think i need to know more about the politic, what's going on within the country and over the world, and also personal stuff (i cant believe i am saying this), marriage, jobs, etc. the world is too scary. i am even struggling with studying (in fact focusing!) right now..