i know if i started long time beforeee, i would have got better. i am very sure. they seemed familiar but i cant recalled. you know how freakin annoying that made me felt. as if i'm an idiotic. i revised old stuff that i thought would linked to the new ones, but it seemed that failed. terribly disappointed. got scared, tried to focus on the coming one instead. now dat it seemed living is so hard.. felt like dying aahh.
i know things cant be changed, so i stopped complaining. n tried to make a life, surviving. but. im a person with no soul. aaah. :|