manusia2

cuba before nak salahkan orang kita tengok kita ada buat salah tak?

fall semester

-new freshmen

-some new clothes *cough*

-new room..n new roomate

-lacking the appetite

-all new spirited Hani..NOT

-hopefully tomorrow is a good day..i hope so.

*update* email oh email. ym oh ym.

i remembered last time when i sent my salam perantauan, stupid 'Utusan' didnt make my email private. and a guy added me at ym, he was studying at ib, but nothing further than that happened. but still, Utusan should be aware of privacy issue.

and today, some random guy added me at ym. this time he told me a friend of mine, a girl gave him my email. urghh. and he looked for my picture in salam perantauan and asked which one is me. and when i said i was wearing purple hijab, he said that i needed to give him more than that, he is color blind. hahahaahaha, bodo gile. when i told my friend about him, then it crossed my mind that a person with color blind can't differentiate red and green. cis, i should have said something about that to him earlier, but i just forgot. and the way he chatted, is utterly annoying. no need to explain further, kang masuk under mengata lak. haha. so basically dats just it. just wanna write about it here.

ps: if only i knew the girl that gave him my email, i'd break her legs. okay joking. not. semi.

SHIT BARU ABES POST DIE DAH YM BALIK. i'll update later of what i'll do with him later kah3

I KNEW IT WAS A PRANK! I SWEAR IF I KNOW WHO HE IS, IM GONNA BREAK HIS LIMBS. HE STARTED TO ASK ME SOME XXX QUESTIONS, SAYING THAT HE IS BEING HORNY. LIKE FOR GOD SAKE, KO TU MELAYU BANGANG. JANGAN AH NAK MAINKAN ORANG TO THE EXTENT OF THAT ESPECIALLY IN THE HOLY MONTH. LELAKI MELAYU SEKARANG MEMANG TAK GUNA HABIS. AND AT ONE INSTANT HE SAID HE LOOKED AT THE PICTURE I POSTED IN UTUSAN. FIRSTLY, I DIDNT EVEN GAVE HIM THE LINK TO THE PIC. SECONDLY, HE SAID HE WAS COLOR BLIND, WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I WAS WEARING PURPLE. DEAR MR. MORON, A PERSON WITH COLOR BLIND CANT DIFFERENTIATE RED AND GREEN. SO BEFORE YOU STUPIDLY FOOL YOURSELF IN FRONT OF YOUR VICTIM, TRY TO LEARN SOME FACTS. BAHLUL BETUL. AND SAYING THAT YOU STUDIED IN UK, WITH YOUR DISGRACEFUL GRAMMAR, PLEASE, DO YOU THINK I WOULD EVER BELIEVE YOU? THE WHOLE CONVERSATION WAS TO SEE TO WHAT EXTENT ARE YOU REALLY CAPABLE OF PULLING A SHITTY PRANK. SO HERE'S THE ID : rafique_d I BET YOU ARE GONNA DELETE THE ACCOUNT HUH AFTER THIS? SUIT YOURSELF ASSHOLE. KO NAK MESS UP DGAN AK, KO MMG SALAH BESAR WEYY. KO BELUM KNAL LG AK SAPE. TNYE BUDAK2 MSIA DLU.

SALAM PERANTAUAN

haha baru je hantar gambar ni terus Utusan approve. Utusan mmg awesome wa ckap lu weyyy. usha weyyy jgan xushaa hihihi~ :D

http://xtive.utusan.com.my/salam_perantauan/display.php?id=1450

i knew it!

it was PMS dat did this! muahahahaha. last time i got moody and get pissed so easily. n this time it made me felt lonely n sober. damn you PMS! pwahahahaa

lonely

aku xtahu kenapa tp dah semgu lebih rsa lonely gile. symptom ape nihh.. nk kene dkatkn diri dgn Allah nie haha.. tp ntah la, seyes rsa lonely gile..

ramadhan

so dis is my 5th year celebrating ramadhan without my family, including the years in taiping. i still remembered how i cried n the first day of fasting in taiping, haha.. since that is my 1st year in boarding school, and the rest like me cried as well.. :)

i dont remember the food, maybe just average. n i rarely went to sahur, coz im too sleepy. n during tarawih, we performed it in the hall, felt so much more comfortable with air conditioner in it. n i was looking forward to the imam as well, haha.. well apprently i like one of my senior, so when it was his turn, i was all geared up hahahahaa..

i performed tarawih tonight at my room because i woke up late. i still had classes until friday and we are moving out this saturday, urgh that's gonna be tough. oh, the cute guy in my class is going to take the exam on thursday, a day earlier. gonna miss him lol.. he broke his hand last week, i wonder what happened.

ps: he looked so much more fine with the cast, hahahaa, am i being too weird? lol.

lab exam was good, i hope so. im gonna miss my TA, n my friends in the lab. seriously i love orgo lab! it was so much fun!

i have no idea of what to eat to break my fast from now onwards.. oh now i feel more braver? since its ramadhan guys, haaha.. but still i dun think i cud muster enough courage to watch horror movies. =P

its 12am right now. hurm, i think dats it for now.. just wanna have a new entry, not dat something big happened haha.. might call home today, kalau rajin la haha..

hari jumaat

td ade presentation econ. peh kalat cm hape je. dgn speaking nye terlunggang langgang. makin dtg US ni ptut english lg bgus, ni lg truk ade aa. sbb da jrg converse in english. cacatnye haaa hani oyyy. pstu td usha2 dlm hosp. pehh bau ubat kuat gilee. n bgunan die jgn ckp wey, mewah habis. taw aa private, ni interior dh mcm hotel ak tgok. n dpt bill hp. aih mahal bebenor. malas lak nk gune line ni ceh. sape nk gune ym me ok? kite bincanggg.

bosannya rasa

im doing my essay on microeconomics right now. almost done, but ive got so many things to say. well its not dat hard as ive expected.

gonna start fasting next week. dat means growling stomach in class which is totally embarrassing. n also losing more weight. seriously im depressed with my figure. it is true dat im lucky to eat anything, anytime dat i want n does not need to worry over being fat. but my figure is like an elementary school je taw! urgh. kurus mcam papan je haih.

and idk why, ive been feeling lonely lately. is it the hormones? rse mcam lmbt je lg nk pms ni. haih. ni super pre-pms ke hape nih.. n then there's the moving out. will be living in lewis for a year after this. urm.. idk why but having a roomate can be troublesome. especially if you dont bond well. not to mention that you dont get your own space, your own privacy.

sometimes i just want to go travel alone, leaving everybody behind. i wanna meet new people, new place. sticking with the same people sometimes worn me off. not to mention how people changes over time, may it be over a guy or just, she just changes with no apparent reason. n sometimes people just dissapoint you. like when ur supposed to keep a secret, n then that person told the secret to other people. bloody retarded people. n also when jokes get too far, people get annoyed, they tell their loved one, n this supposedly ur loved one attacks you like a stupid moron who gets pms, for the fact that he is not even a girl. n when people only finds you when they need something. when they're having fun, they leave u behind.

being a human is hard. nk jd kucing ah. mkan, tido, main dgn tuan. kalo bengang cakar2 org. grrr. haha.

off to eat. lapar. bored!!!!!!

ps: AK XFHAM PEREMPUAN BODOH DKT MSIA NIH. N LELAKI XGUNE JUGA LA. PNDAI BUAT ANAK PSTU BUANG. SUSAH2 KO KANDUNG 9 BULAN. KOT YE PUN KO MIANG SGT, SUSAH SGT KE NK BELI CONDOM? BODO BTUL. JMPE DEPAN MATA AK PREMPUAN SPECIES NI AK SEBAT2 DPN PUBLIC. BANGANG BTUL.

of random things..

before i sleep, it just cross my mind to just list down random things

-cant really digest spicy food now, tend to get stomach ache. cacat gile pdhal org utara makan je pedas. prolly because ive not eaten them over a year, when i was a freshman.

-sick of sushi and chillis now. prolly not eating them for a long period after this, until i had my appetite back

-been swimming for at least once a week. but now dat more people has been going swimming as well, i wanna try climbing this week, gotta find time..

-ive cried over house,greys anatomy, transformer 2,salt,zettai kareshi (japanese movie) and 1 litre of tear(japanese drama).

-i wanna go shopping T_T

-im lonely

-the next day after tomorrow is faidhi's bday. have not been close with him lately..

-if given a choice between diet and exercise..i think i will go with exercise. i cant imagine me resisting myself from eating. at least after you eat,you burn it off with exercise. but ive never really diet nor exercise haha. thank god.

-i miss bazaar ramadhan. im not ready for ramadhan. :| no delicous food, more sad raya songs, exams on raya.. so raya sucks

-im sleepin. no idea. sorry for the lame post. nite.