bosannya rasa

im doing my essay on microeconomics right now. almost done, but ive got so many things to say. well its not dat hard as ive expected.

gonna start fasting next week. dat means growling stomach in class which is totally embarrassing. n also losing more weight. seriously im depressed with my figure. it is true dat im lucky to eat anything, anytime dat i want n does not need to worry over being fat. but my figure is like an elementary school je taw! urgh. kurus mcam papan je haih.

and idk why, ive been feeling lonely lately. is it the hormones? rse mcam lmbt je lg nk pms ni. haih. ni super pre-pms ke hape nih.. n then there's the moving out. will be living in lewis for a year after this. urm.. idk why but having a roomate can be troublesome. especially if you dont bond well. not to mention that you dont get your own space, your own privacy.

sometimes i just want to go travel alone, leaving everybody behind. i wanna meet new people, new place. sticking with the same people sometimes worn me off. not to mention how people changes over time, may it be over a guy or just, she just changes with no apparent reason. n sometimes people just dissapoint you. like when ur supposed to keep a secret, n then that person told the secret to other people. bloody retarded people. n also when jokes get too far, people get annoyed, they tell their loved one, n this supposedly ur loved one attacks you like a stupid moron who gets pms, for the fact that he is not even a girl. n when people only finds you when they need something. when they're having fun, they leave u behind.

being a human is hard. nk jd kucing ah. mkan, tido, main dgn tuan. kalo bengang cakar2 org. grrr. haha.

off to eat. lapar. bored!!!!!!

ps: AK XFHAM PEREMPUAN BODOH DKT MSIA NIH. N LELAKI XGUNE JUGA LA. PNDAI BUAT ANAK PSTU BUANG. SUSAH2 KO KANDUNG 9 BULAN. KOT YE PUN KO MIANG SGT, SUSAH SGT KE NK BELI CONDOM? BODO BTUL. JMPE DEPAN MATA AK PREMPUAN SPECIES NI AK SEBAT2 DPN PUBLIC. BANGANG BTUL.